Once it was failure that threatened to take away all we had created. But since the Opening of the Sirius Vortex, it is self-sabotage coming from the future that blind-sides us. Lazaris helps us explore the guilts, the disowning of success, Self, power, and spirituality — and the flirtations with negative ego fantasies which create a fertile environment for self-sabotage. He helps us transform patterns of nobility, martyrhood, control, self-pity, and entitlement that threaten self-sabotage even more. In the meditation, Lazaris takes us beyond the function and form of self-sabotage to its essence and transforms its very energy. He concludes with techniques for intercepting self-sabotaging futures to stop them from manifesting and teaches us one of the most magnificent techniques of all: Leaning upon the Love. Between 2-1/2 and 3 hours.