Through this website and forum, the "Jach & Lazaris
Room," we look forward to new and definitely exciting ways
to share ourselves, our experiences, and a bit of Lazaris, too,
as part of this New Age Forum. We look forward to creating a
spiritual community together, and we ask for your help and your
participation in doing so. Spiritual Community is not new to the
New Age Forum. The existing community that has already evolved
can be both a platform and a springboard from which to build
another safe place for our ever-expanding growth.
Lazaris has said: "Turn up your light. For, even if you do
not know where you are going, it will be brighter when you get
there." We have taken this suggestion quite literally. At
the gentle encouragement of many of our friends, and at the
subtle urging of many who know Lazaris so well, we are turning up
our light to create this new website.
We want to explore and experiment to see what this website can
become and where it can go -- to discover more of who we are and
to offer a place for you to discover more of who you are, as we
all turn up our lights a little more. If we do that, it will be
brighter when we get there, wherever "there" happens to
be.
We want to be fluid and flexible, infusing this website with love
and light, with laughter and fun, and with a bit of enchanting
chaos, too. With this as a backdrop, we plan to jump in.
I am Jach who channels the entity called Lazaris -- a nonphysical
entity who has never incarnated here or in any other physical
world. This is not the biblical character, but "La-ZAR-
is." <g> When I first experienced Lazaris, over twenty
years ago now, I asked his name. What I heard in my spontaneous
meditation was: La-ZAR-is. If I had thought any of this would
have come from that, I might have asked for a
"better-more-easily-pronounceable name." I did not
believe it would, so I didn't -- ask, that is.
If you want to read a more detailed account of how it all began
with Lazaris and me, I refer you to the Library section. There is
an entry called "Jach's Introduction to Lazaris" that
you can easily download.
Lazaris, though definitely separate from me, has become an
integral part of my life. I live what he teaches, and I work with
the myriad of techniques, old and new, that he suggests. Yes, I
listen to the tapes and take notes just like everyone else.
<g> That I channel Lazaris does not give me license or
entitlement. My process is still my process. My growth, change,
and evolution are still mine to deal with and to develop. He will
not "do it for me." Help, guide, suggest? Yes. Do it
for me? Lovingly, no. I laugh now remembering when Lazaris first
said that even though I am channeling him, I "still have to
take out the garbage." I thought he meant that literally.
Now I know better what he really meant.<vbg>
While channeling, I am totally unconscious: It is like sleeping
without dreaming. In retrospect, I feel it kind of had to be that
way at the beginning, because all this "channeling
stuff" was foreign as well as new to me. I was not
"eager" to have it be anything else. I understand those
who are skeptical of all this "new age, metaphysical, and
spiritual stuff." I began that way myself. <g>
See, before Lazaris came, I was part of "Corporate
America" and working for State Farm Insurance. Though rumor
has it that I was an insurance salesman, I was not. Nothing wrong
with that profession, but I was an "up-and-coming"
executive in one of the Regional Offices. According to the
Regional Manager, I was on the fast track in an accelerated
program to move up the corporate ladder. Next stop: Home Office
in Bloomington, Illinois.
I had no room for metaphysics and spirituality. At the time I
thought I had no desire for it, either. It was fine for others, I
supposed, but not for me. I look back at that time in my life
(when I was 27), and I slowly shake my head and smile: Oh my! How
my life was about to change! <g>
I like that I am unconscious while channeling Lazaris. I want
people to have a relationship with Lazaris that is all their own
- - that does not, by default, include me. If they want to
include me after the fact, that is their choice. My relationship
with him is so special and such a fulfilling part of my life. It
is so private and personally intimate that I want others to have
a chance to experience what that might be like with that sense of
privacy and intimacy, too.
Yes, I have a personal relationship with Lazaris. He is my
treasured friend. He is not my counselor, though he counsels me
almost daily. He is not my Higher Self, though my Higher Self and
Lazaris work together in my unseen worlds. While channeling I am
unaware of what is going on, but in meditation I am very aware. I
have a special place -- the place where we first met -- in which
we sit and talk and work together. Sometimes I am full of
questions, and he lovingly laughs at my impatience. Then he
patiently responds until he senses that I understand what he is
trying to convey. Sometimes I just go and sit with him and let
myself receive his love. I come away from such private moments
fulfilled and changed. As many times as we have met in that
place, it is still so fresh -- almost overwhelming -- and
gratifying. It still amazes me that all this is happening to me.
My life has become so filled with so many wonderful things and
with so much magic. There really are not words to describe it.
However, as I write messages in this section, and as I respond to
your messages and inquiries, -- as we interact together --
perhaps I can better describe what it is like to "live"
with Lazaris inside me and with him all around me. I love it and
I love him. He is my best friend (along with Peny), yes.
Peny will also participate in this section. I insisted. <g>
Peny and I have been best friends since we were 14 years old.
After our second year at the University of Michigan, Ann Arbor,
we were married. We had been happily married for seven years when
Lazaris first came into our lives. Peny and I amicably divorced
when we realized that though the love had not dimmed, it had
changed. Lazaris was totally there for us as we charted a new way
of respectfully and lovingly getting divorced from each other. I
know many cannot understand this; some do not want to understand.
I also know that Peny and I never missed a beat of loving. The
physical intimacy stopped, of course, but the emotional, mental,
and spiritual intimacy deepened as it still does today. In so
many metaphysical and spiritual ways, our lives intertwine. Yet
we each have our independence, too.
Now Peny is so happily married to Michaell (for 17 years now),
and they have their life and their space, I have mine, and then
we have ours. It's intricate and complex; more, it is full and
rewarding. I marvel at what, with Lazaris and our Higher Selves,
we have created together.
Who is Peny? Well, when people ask Lazaris why he is communicating through me,
without hesitation he says, "Because we wanted to talk with Peny . . . she is the one we
came to touch and the one who truly touches us." (Words in
our world are linear, and as such, they are often limited in their
correct meaning. Over the last 20 years, I have come to
understand more and more of what he meant here). He said he would
be happy to just talk with her. He did not come to save the
planet or to save humanity: That is what we (all of us humans)
came to do. However, Lazaris said that if she wanted him to talk
with others -- to work with others -- he would be happy to do so.
It was her choice. Though he knew what she would decide, it had
to be her choice. Whatever that choice would be, he would love
her without condition. She chose, without hesitation. Thus
Lazaris began reaching out to those who would be touched.
Lazaris and Peny are best friends. Each day, when the hecticness
of daily living quiets, I slip into trance, and Lazaris and Peny
spend time talking, laughing, exploring. With it, all the love
between them abounds. Peny works on her personal issues, and Peny
and Lazaris explore new directions and new ideas together. They
do not have a father-daughter or a guru-disciple relationship,
though some might assume otherwise. They are truly friends in the
full and wonderful -- and delightful -- meaning of the word.
Friends for eternity.
Those who know Peny -- who are not a great many as she tends to
stay in the background with no need for public participation --
find her experiences, ideas, observations, and points of view
innovative, creative, humorous and sometimes direct. They find
her always so supportive and nurturing. She also lives so much of
what Lazaris suggests.
Michaell was the first person other than Peny to ever talk with
Lazaris. Peny and Michaell, though friends, were not married back
then. Michaell, a trusted friend -- an emotionally intimate
friend -- had an extensive background in "things
metaphysical and spiritual." He had studied and lived a
mainly Eastern Philosophy and was deeply involved in such
endeavors back in the 1960s and early 1970s. I did not know what
to make of metaphysics and this new thing called channeling back
in 1974, when it all began. So, Peny and I turned to Michaell. We
wanted him to talk to Lazaris and tell us what he thought.
Michaell came to spend Thanksgiving Weekend. He and Lazaris
talked for eight to ten hours each day: Thursday, Friday,
Saturday, and Sunday. Michaell has been talking with Lazaris ever
since. Though by choice the least visible, he is an integral part
of who we all are. I do not know how much or how little Michaell
will participate in this section. His presence will be felt.
And, of course, there is Lazaris. There is a wonderful article in
the Library called "Lazaris Explains Lazaris" and there
are other articles of his communications that can help you begin
to understand Lazaris. From time to time, Lazaris will
participate. However, I do not want to mislead any of you. The
interactions and the communications will come mainly from me and
from Peny, some from Michaell, and occasionally from Lazaris
directly. However, Lazaris' participation will be limited. He
works through the workshops and through private sessions with so
many. Besides, he encourages us to turn up our light. [vbg]
People tend to find "his light" when they are ready.
Speaking of people, then there is you. Those who know Lazaris
well, those who are new to him, and those who will be discovering
him -- we welcome you to come join us and to participate as fully
as you like. Some of us are more private, and our journey and
path is not "out there." Others of us are more visible.
You are welcome to just dip in and out to read the various posts
in the variety of threads. You are welcome to stay for a while
and chat, offering ideas or asking questions. You are welcome to
jump into the full range of topics contained within the threads
of this section. As I said, we are looking to create a community
with a broad range of interests expressing and reflecting more of
who we really are -- more to each other and more to ourselves.
Now, what about the threads? Against that backdrop of fluidity
and flexibility, we want to let our individual and collective
imagination and creativity be open and innovative. Sure, we look
forward to in-depth metaphysical discussions and interactions.
And we also look forward to exploring "Star Trek
Voyager" or some other current movies. What about the Super
Bowl? Okay, that will be a short thread. <g> We can have
"how-to" threads where we ask each other for help and
insight. We can have research threads where we can share some
newly-discovered information to see what others might know about
it. We will definitely be creating a "Crystal Cave"
Thread (see the "Jach & Lazaris" Library for
details). I would like to create a Dream Thread where we fill
each other in on some of the less obvious things that are
happening out there, and at the same time, ask for support and
programming in "dreaming it differently."
I guess it's because we live our metaphysics and our spirituality
all day -- all the time. Everything has metaphysical meaning with
varying degrees of significance. In the broadest stroke of the
brush, spirituality is our ever-present relationship with
God/Goddess/All That Is. Nothing is beyond that touch or grasp.
So we hope you will join us in creating all kinds of threads
covering a broad range of interests and ideas.
Before I conclude this introduction and welcome that has become
far longer than I intended, I want to add a bit about Lazaris for
those who know him well and for those who are about to know him
better. I do this as a way to communicate a tone or resonance
that we hope to establish and maintain in this section. With your
help, I am confident we will.
Over the last two decades, Lazaris has conducted hundreds of
workshops all over the country. Whether a workshop is an Evening
with Lazaris or a four-day Lazaris Intensive, those who gather to
be with and to work with Lazaris -- many hundreds at a time --
come away with a very personal, very intimate experience of both
Lazaris and of the material he discusses. Over the years, the
number of "those who have gathered" has continued to
grow. At first, some were concerned that they would lose some of
that special intimacy as more people came to the workshops. They
were pleasantly surprised and delighted to realize that as the
numbers grew bigger the intimacy grew deeper.
The array of topics is vast as Lazaris may repeat a workshop
title from time to time, though each workshop, regardless of its
title, is always new and fresh. Geared to each of us who
participate, each workshop is different. What is common to them
all: The Lazaris Material is always crisp and direct, aimed at
expanding our awareness, our learning, and our knowing.
His aim is to stimulate our intellect, our imagination, and our
creativity without confounding them. His emphasis is on helping
us turn meaning into experience -- our own very personal and very
private experience. He does this by interspersing the discussion
with "Lazaris Blendings" and with powerfully detailed
guided meditations.
A "Lazaris Blending" is a self-directed altered state
of consciousness where we can blend our consciousness with
Lazaris' consciousness. He demonstrates his unbounded love and
respect for us and who we are by never forcing and never
overwhelming us. He never "makes" us -- he allows us --
to feel or experience his love, though it is always there. He
never tells us what to do. He always suggests a course of action
and often suggests several, while he explores the various
consequences or benefits of each. A "Lazaris Blending"
is a time when Lazaris talks with us individually "often
using our own voice."
A Lazaris Meditation is unique in its detail and its vividness.
The insights we glean can be profound in their impact. Again,
even during the most intense meditation, we are always in charge.
As much as the words of description may be his, the experiences,
the insights, and the magic that precipitate from those words and
images are ours. The growth and change that come out of those
meditations are also ours.
Though thousands of people work with Lazaris, each has a one-
to-one relationship with Lazaris that is quite personal. He is
not a guru; he is not a master. He has not need for those labels.
He is a friend.
He does not take us where we do not want to go. Rather, he walks
"beside us" on our individual metaphysical and
spiritual journey to God/Goddess/All That Is, pointing out the
interesting, the intriguing, and the helpful along the way. He
walks with us on our personal path Home, pointing out potential
pitfalls, traps, and distractions that could otherwise obscure
and detain us from our destination. He offers suggestion through
a panoply of techniques that can allow elegance and excellence so
that the all- important means of our journey and path can be rich
and ripe with wonder, magic, and miracles.
Peny, Michaell, and I have thoroughly enjoyed our experience of
Lazaris, and we have been inspired by the experiences of those of
you, whether well-seasoned or new to your spiritual path, who
have worked with him as well. The spiritual reward of sharing
Lazaris with so many is ineffable.
We look forward to sharing ourselves and to sharing a
"side" of Lazaris and our work with him. We look
forward to getting to know you and a facet of you that we might
not otherwise experience.
Welcome.
With love and peace,
Jach, Peny and Michaell
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