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In our blog, you’ll find information about metaphysics and spirituality from Lazaris and Jach, excerpts from Lazaris recordings and interviews, and travelogues from Jach’s adventures around the world.


How Jach and Lazaris create Talismans and how you can work their magic

Wednesday, February 8, 2017
Blog: How Jach and Lazaris create Talismans and how you can work their magic
2016, The Year of Co-Creation, is the first year that Lazaris created a talisman for a specific year. In this inspiring video Jach talks about how he works with Lazaris to create talismans, how he works with this one, and more. These insights can add depth and meaning to talisman magic, and inspire you to expand your magic in ways you may not have considered. Topics included:
  • how Lazaris and Jach create the form, symbols, and colors of the talisman
  • orienting the talisman
  • several ways Jach uses this 2016 talisman
  • how to activate a talisman
  • how to work with a talisman on multiple projects simultaneously

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Reaching Beyond: Lazaris Talks about the 2016 Election

Monday, December 5, 2016
Blog: Reaching Beyond: Lazaris Talks about the 2016 Election

A Gift from Lazaris 

Reaching Beyond: Lazaris Talks about the 2016 Election

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Be a champion of change, a champion of the new future -- a future no one has yet imagined. ~ Lazaris

Many have asked whether Lazaris would comment on the election results. After purposely giving space so that everyone could feel, express, and release whatever they were feeling, he has answered with this detailed and wonderfully hopeful release. Lazaris also outlines so much about not only what happened, but specific ways to work magic in order to leap into a world becoming new to create something special in our world ... something more, something unfathomable. A truly incredible map of magic that we are offering as a free gift to our community.

 

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Asia Excursion 4

Wednesday, November 16, 2016
Blog: Asia Excursion 4

4:00 a.m. Wednesday morning. I am lying on a futon with a hard pillow behind my head and a thick down comforter covering me. There is a chill in the air. Sweet. To my right there is a wall of window. In the predawn light, the window frame seems a picture frame that’s framing a Japanese wood block print. Dark gray sky, white cloud mountains and silhouetted trees, stark as if they had been cut out of black construction paper. Beautiful harbinger of the day to come.

Monday was our final day in Tokyo. We went to the Senso Ji or Asakusa Temple. We arrived at the temple gate at 11:00 and it took us 90 minutes to finally enter the actual temple. The walkway and the side streets are lined with hundreds of tiny tourist shops, and there were thousands of people milling about. It was great fun. We bought chop sticks and I bought some postcards. The temple is a Buddhist Temple and the oldest one in Tokyo. The surrounding area is “old Tokyo” offering a view of what Tokyo once was. Enchanting. Charming.

I felt more at home here. Not sure why. It was crowded, hectic, and loud . . . very different than the Meiji Shrine with its elegant and majestic grounds. Anyway, I had a great time at the Temple and I really enjoyed walking the narrow streets of the surrounding neighborhood. We continued strolling those narrow street until we found a wonderful lunch place, “Goroku,.” We had what we called Japanese Tapas. I had Assorted Tempura, Pork Rolls, Crab Coquettes, along with a glass of red wine. Everything was delicious. Ready to go again, we continued walking the area and finally caught a taxi to head to another part of town for the evening.

40 minutes later we were in a glitzy part of town called Kabukicho in the area called Shinjuku. Bright colorful neon flashing lights. Young, fast paced, alive. Street barkers encouraging people to eat at this restaurant or to take in that show. The taxi driver got us as close as he could and it was fun walking the pedestrian streets looking for “Robot Restaurant.” Up this street, down that one, turn left there and then right, we finally found it. Huge sign nearly 30 feet long. Wow.

We went to the Robot Restaurant for the show. It is not a restaurant and as it turned out it wasn’t really a show, or at least not something I would call a show. It was the worst “show” I’ve ever seen. The only saving grace was that it was so bad that it was funny, and I was curious to see just how bad it would be. How bad was it? The bottom.

As we left I smiled and thought about how our universe, a reflection of something more real, expresses itself as a duality. We have experiences the ups, and now the downs of Tokyo. It’s time to move on.

Tuesday morning we had gone to Tokyo Station and waited on Platform 17 to take the noon Bullet Train to Kyoto. We arrived mid-afternoon at our hotel — Gion Hatanaka Ryokan. A Ryokan is a traditional Japanese county inn. This one is beautiful. Minimalistic in design with an elegant ambiance. We had a traditional Japanese dinner served in our room. Several courses, each a work of art as well as a delicious dish — haute cuisine of nine courses. Beautiful. After dinner our server set up the futon beds, and we went down to the public baths on the lower level of the Ryokan. We will move to a Western hotel today but we wanted to have one night at a place like this.

It’s now 7:30 a.m. I am still looking out my window. My “Japanese Wood Block” painting has shifted now to become a lush green morning with a soft blue sky. There’s a rainbow arching between the trees. Yes, a beautiful day to come. Our Japanese breakfast will arrive at 8:30 and we will discover what the days holds.

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Asia Excursion 3

Tuesday, November 8, 2016
Blog: Asia Excursion 3

Tokyo is huge and the architecture is fascinating. What seems obvious really became more obvious Sunday morning as we made our way to Ropongi and then to Ropongi Hills, a trendy area of the city not far from our hotel. Near the Grand Hyatt, we got our tickets and took the elevator up 52 floors to the City View — a round glass enclosed observation room with a small cafe, a museum, and incredible views — stunning views — of Tokyo. It was another crisp morning, about 60 degrees F, and the winds were gusting, but the sky was powerfully blue. The city sparkled. Towering buildings, patches of green parks, low warehouses and storage buildings down by the piers, and the deep blues of the seemingly endless bay. Captivating. We were there for more than an hour.

Then we explored the rest of that 52nd floor. There were scale models of the city that filled the side rooms. As many as 30 people at a time stood silently peering over the lucite walls marveling at the detail or identifying neighborhoods and buildings. On the walls, decade by decade descriptions of the development of the modern city of Tokyo. It was all in Japanese, but it was impressive even to my eye. The display in any language, was beautiful.

Finally we left the City View and explored Ropongi Hills. It was Sunday morning and already the foot traffic was building. Yes, a huge city with an increasingly huge population. We found a restaurant for an early lunch and then planned to head out to the Meiji Shrine.

Previously at the hotel when we inquired about the Imperial Palace, the attendant at the front desk took a post-it size paper and wrote the words “Imperial Palace” in Japanese characters. Often taxi drivers don’t know the English names of their shrines and tourist attractions. So rather than pointing to a location on a city map, we gave the driver the paper. Easy. Elegant.

We asked the waiter to write “Meiji Shrine.” Smiling broadly, he returned with a small paper and it said, “I would like to go to the Meiji Shrine,” in characters. We were off in the easy flow of traffic to some other part of the city and one of the most famous and most popular Shrines in Tokyo.

We stood several long minutes at the Gate, the 40 feet tall entrance to the grounds of the Shine. Amazing. Almost immediately we felt the reverence; others did too. As we made our way along the walkway, I listened to the “music.” The crunch of gravel underfoot as hundreds of people walked the pathways in silence that was accentuated as kids intentionally shuffled along. Shush, shush, shush. The call of the ravens in the trees that, at times, swooping low overhead. A soft whisper of a breeze playing in the trees. It all added to majesty of the place and to the honor of the procession of people making their way to the Shrine of Emperor Meiji and his consort, Empress Shoken.

The Emperor Meiji is credited with bringing Japan out of the feudal system and out of over 200 years of isolation. He is credited with introducing Western technology and culture to Japan. He lifted Japan into economic viability and vitality as he ended the Edo Era and as he opened Japan to a new world in which the old structures — structures that needed to be replaced — broke down making room for a new way of living and a new way of being. It felt appropriate to be walking the pathways to the Shrine.

The buildings weren’t that impressive, but the energy was. The several original buildings, some still being restored, were traditional Japanese, Shinto. Practical. Symbolic. Not intended to dazzle. This temple is where the souls of Meiji and his wife are enshrined. There’s a reverence and a reverie here that supersedes the physical design. There is a presence here that is available without being imposing.

Meiji and Shoken wrote “Wakas.” They are 31 syllable Japanese poems intended to offer subtle insight or guidance to living a better life. Meiji wrote over 100,000 of them; Shoken wrote 30,000. I purchased two. I reached into the box and dug around and picked one Waka for me and another for our Asia Excursion.

My Waka: “We shall fall behind our fellows in the world if, when we should advance, we make no move at all.” — Emperor Meiji

I smiled thinking about how God/Goddess/All That Is — God, Goddess — are continually growing, becoming more. Our souls and Higher Selves are continually growing and becoming more. If we aren’t, we are falling behind. I like the phrase, “when we should advance.”

The Waka for our journey: “As clear and refreshing as the rising sun — thus might it always be with the human heart.” — Emperor Meiji

Okay, so I am going to begin each morning of our journey through Asia, with my heart open to the refreshing clarity of a sunrise. Focus on the light of a new dawn, of a new day. Always.

It was a magical afternoon. From the Shrine we walked the grounds. The call of the ravens was loud and persistent. One raven swooped low and landed on a fence. We chatted for a bit and then he flew off. We walked on.

The public access to the Shrine closed at 4:00 and we along with hundreds of people began meandering our way toward the gate. Around 4:30 we move with the steady flow of people through the narrow exit. Ahead of us, a grand boulevard of shops: modern shops, old shops, simple shops, and high end shops. Ahead of us, thousands of people strolling along the sidewalks, sidewalks that are 10 to 12 feet wide and the people are moving like an undulating human river. Amazing. Intriguing. It was Sunday early evening and there were throngs of people walking this shopping highway. I got a photo.

We walked or flowed with the crowd for nearly a half hour. It was our “grounding time.” Hailing a taxi, we made our way back to the New Otani Hotel, Garden Tower. A fine day. A quiet night.

 

 


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Asia Excursion 2

Tuesday, November 8, 2016
Blog: Asia Excursion 2

Arriving in Tokyo in the evening was a fortunate change in our plans imposed by the airline. I had made our reservations to leave SFO at 2:00 a.m. on November 2 and we were scheduled to arrive in Tokyo at 5:00 a.m. Wasn’t sure what we would do from 5:00 a.m. until we could check into our hotel, but I figured we could handle it. It was Cathay Pacific or JAL that changed the schedule and our departure was pushed forward 14 hours to 4:00 p.m. Arriving in the evening was great because we could be awake for only a few more hours and then sleep. Nice.

Immigration was so easy and baggage claim was fast. Through customs in a breeze, our driver was there with my name spelled correctly. We arrived at the New Otani Hotel and were in our room by 9:00 p.m. Peggy, Enrique’s mother, had flown in from Rome and had arrived mid-afternoon. The hotel restaurants close at 10:00. We rushed down to the restaurant for my last “western meal.” I had a juicy square hamburger with all the imaginable trimmings. $25.00. Ha! I know prices are high in huge cities. I knew prices were high in Tokyo and all of Japan. Still. It’s a bit of shock. $25.00 for a hamburger? $8.50 for a soft drink in a glass?

In Cuba I expected to find only the facades of old buildings and vintage cars. I did. In Tokyo I expected to find high prices. I did and I am continuing to find high prices.

However I didn’t expect to encounter people who are so courteous and so very kind. Gentle people who seem eager to help tourist such as us. Several times we stood looking both curiously and helplessly at our maps. Each time someone came up and quietly bowed and asked if we they could help. Some spoke English fluently with excellent pronunciation while others struggled to find the words and to pronounce them correctly. But each was patient and helpful.

I also didn’t expect to find such a clean city. No litter. None. Really. None. No graffiti (so far?) and the buildings seemed to sparkle in the sunshine. The white bricks were still white. Not darkened by auto exhaust and other air pollution. No paper in the gutters. No cigarette butts. Clean everywhere. We walked quite a bit in the Akasaka area: narrow old streets, tiny shops, many restaurants with secluded doorways, and not a speck of litter anywhere. I didn’t expect to see the streets and the buildings so clean. And then there’s the architecture . It’s wonderfully creative and inventive. Okay, I expected that.

I didn’t expect the tranquility that I felt. I mean, Tokyo is a huge city with all kinds of traffic and highways creating a crisscross maze of concrete. I expected the hectic frenzy of New York City or Bogota or even Cali, Colombia. But no. Loads of traffic but it was all moving in a quiet orderly fashion. Thousands of people, many with those white masks covering mouth and nose, but everyone walking casually and minding the walk-don’t walk signs. There was one intersection where each road was six lanes wide. The cross walks created an X in the intersection. All the lights turned red simultaneously. All traffic stopped. Silence. Suddenly streams of people from all four corners walked in all directions: straight ahead, left or right, or diagonally criss crossed through the middle of the intersection. A massive flow of humanity in confluence. It was orderly. No pushing, no shoving, no congestion, just easy flow. A dance. It was quite beautiful.

The people, the landscaping and architecture, and the tranquility . . . there is something delightful and mysterious about this city. We will be here for four days before taking the Bullet Train to Kyoto. I am eager to explore this city before going to that one. Our Asia Excursion is only 3 days old and already . . . yes, it’s going to be a magic journey.

Friday: Late morning with a walk across the street to find a breakfast place. Found a delightful restaurant called Starbucks. [s] Yeah, all the Japanese restaurant were closed until 11:00 a.m. when they opened for lunch. Starbucks for a coffee and a spinach quiche, then we walked for several hours finding a local lunch place. After lunch we went to the Imperial Palace. We anticipated a going on a tour of the palace. Not so. There are tours of the grounds but none that actually go into the palace. Disappointed we walked to the Ginza area and found the department store Food Court and were astounded. We bought fruit, cheese, crackers — dinner for Friday night.

Saturday: After a Japanese breakfast at the hotel, we went on a 4 hour tour of the city and ended up at the East Garden of the Imperial Palace. It is a beautiful garden rich in greenery and powerful in tranquility. We walked for nearly an hour, and then we made our way back to the hotel. We had dinner reservations at Tajimaya Ginza. We had Sukiyaki . . . . incredible. The food, the service, the ambiance, the entire evening was memorable — an incredible moment that lasted nearly 3 hours linearly. Forever beyond the linear.

What does tomorrow hold?

 

 

 


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Arrival in Tokyo

Monday, November 7, 2016
Blog: Arrival in Tokyo

What was that amazing smell? It was seductive for sure. I made my way through the Food Court at Mitsukoshi, the department store in the Ginza area of Tokyo. It was the bread department and the scent of warm fresh bread was almost overpowering. I had never smelled such sensational smells. Amazing. Sensuous scents. The experience on this Friday afternoon was definitely enhanced by the whole of the food court. It wasn’t like food courts in the US. No Burger King or pizza place or even a noodle shop. The foods were prepared as works of art. Usually I don’t take many photos and I seldom take photos of food. This was an exception.

Enrique and I had been planning our Asia Excursion for nearly a year. Initially it was my idea and I suggested that we invite Peggy, Enrique’s mother, to join us. Over the months, what began as a cruise of Malaysia that started and ended in Singapore and included Viet Nam and Thailand grew into visiting Bali again. Of course. We’ll stay at the Komaneka at Bisma again and we will have a day tour with our favorite Balinese guide from the last time. Of course. Oh, and yes, we need to spend some time in Hong Kong. It was late in the planning that we added Japan — Tokyo and Kyoto. We sneaked it in ahead of Hong Kong and our excursion began November 2 — a few days after the San Francisco Bay Area intensive.

The workshop ended Sunday, October 30. We stayed on at the Pullman Hotel because on November 1 Lazaris would be recording an online workshop to be released before year’s end. We finalized our packing that evening and we flew from SFO to Tokyo on Wednesday, November 2, at 4:00 p.m. and we arrived Thursday evening in Tokyo. It was an 11 hour flight with a 16 hour time change, and it was also an elegant way to begin our six week excursion.

From time to time I will be posting messages here. Today it’s food. The horizons will expand but I just couldn’t help it. I had to send off these photos.


 


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The Seven Faces of Soul, Part 2

Tuesday, May 10, 2016
Blog: The Seven Faces of Soul, Part 2

By Lazaris

In Part I of this article Lazaris talked about the first three faces of the Soul -- the Name, the Power, and the Eternal Youth. In this, the second part of a partial transcription of a Lazaris Weekend entitled "The Soul's Path," Lazaris begins with a discussion of The Wounding which follows The Eternal Youth and traces the remainder of The Soul's Path.

The Wounding

The wounding is when the wind gets knocked out of you. It's when the fire gets extinguished. You crash and burn. This is a time when you are punched in the gut, when the fire of The Eternal Youth is extinguished. The Wounded Soul comes and breaks your back. It breaks your invincibility. It breaks your delusions. At first it seems cruel, for in so doing, it cuts the umbilical cord, and you are abandoned. Your Soul is wounded, a self-inflicted wound. Your Soul bleeds.

As we've often said, for some the Wounding is a great event, a major crisis, one you know well. For others it may have been but a straw that broke the camel's back, as the cliche says, a feather that tipped the scale in a delicate balance of pain.

It always happens quickly. It might have been that summer when a counselor, or a bunkmate or cabinmate, did something that they shouldn't have -- something that ripped or shredded your self-esteem or your self-respect and self-image. It might have been the throw-off phrase from your mother or father. It might have been a phrase or incident that meant nothing to others, but that pierced you, cut you, made you bleed.

Traditionally and classically, for women it was the menses, the beginning of the menstrual cycle, when you bleed and realize you're now a woman. You're now fertile. You're now capable of mothering. You're no longer a little girl. You're now a woman.

For men traditionally, it is a time of the hubris being broken. In the chauvinism of society, boys are given power and privilege because of their gender. Further, they are expected to live up to standards that are defined by their gender. The result: male hubris. When the hubris of that time of pride and invincibility was broken, you realized: I'm no longer a boy. I am now a man.

But The Wounding is not limited to the classic. And certainly in your world, where the mythology is now technology, those Woundings take all kinds of forms. It is a time when your back is broken. It is a time when because of the hubris, because of the invincibility, you fly too close to the sun. Your fire consumes too much, and you crash and burn, and a big wind blew out that fire.

It is more than hurt. It is pain. And something died then. Something died.

Up to this point you had the Name, the first clues of destiny. Then there was the Power, the first throes of personality, of power, of identity taking form. Then came the Eternal Youth with its sense of invincibility, its glimpse beyond the horizon, beyond the cracks and crevices, into a world that had not yet been. And each of the phases and Faces of the Soul was an expansion. You were expanding and expanding, and then ... In the Wounding you were punched, cut in a moment. And in a flash the expansion was gone.

The Wounding is perhaps the briefest face of the Soul, but it is one that lasts. For many it lasts all their lives. Most people spend the rest of their lives licking that wound, and thus never letting it heal. They react and respond for the rest of their lives, pretending that the Wound never happened, that it didn't affect them -- not really. Most people spend the rest of their lives running from that Wound.

The wound was not a mistake. It was not something you did wrong. It's not as if "had you done it differently, had you not been so arrogant, this would never have happened."

It had to happen. It is the fourth birthing, when you sever from the umbilical of God/Goddess/All That Is. When you are born of the placenta of that Wounding, you come forth and really give birth to the self -- not to the illusion of a physical body, or the abstraction of emotion and thought which had happened in the three Faces of the Soul thus far. This fourth phase is the real birth of you, the birth of the real you.

You see, up to this point, you'd been filled with all the images mothers and fathers give you, all the images teachers give you, all the images that authority figures, whoever they might be, give you. Up to this point you were motivated in a negative way by their desires, for ambition which is not your own is always negative ambition. Up to this point your sense of what it is to be a man or a woman was defined by your mother or your father, depending on which of them predominated. Their chauvinistic view -- their twisted view of what it meant to be a man or what it meant to be a woman -- defined you, your hopes, your dreams. Maybe your own dreams were present, but they were riddled and polluted with other people's hopes and dreams. Your identity, your motivation, your drive -- if any part of them was present, it was polluted.

There had to come a point where you severed that tie, where you broke from that past, from that family, from all that was fed into you so that you could consciously pick and choose, so that you could consciously decide -- so that you could consciously develop your own parenting, your own inner child and adolescent, your own identity as a man or as a woman, your own motivation, your own drive, and your own relationship with God/Goddess/All That Is. The tie had to be severed. Your Soul tried to teach you and reach you at that time, but for so many of you, the pain was overwhelming.

It happens quickly. There may be many incidents, but one of them caused the snap, the break, the plunging of the knife, the punching in the gut -- however you tend to symbolize it -- where the wind was knocked out of you, and you crashed and burned.

The Wounding may occur prior to puberty, but it cannot happen in your early childhood. It cannot happen then. Now an incident of the same nature could happen then, but it won't wound you. It may wound, but it won't be The Wound, because, quite frankly, you're just too young. You don't have enough of your Name, enough of your Power, enough of that testing of Power, or enough of that invincibility of The Eternal Youth. You've got to have that first, because if you're only two feet off the ground, no matter how hard you fall, it's very difficult to crash and burn. You've got to be way up there, and then ...boom! You've got to be filled with fire. You've got to be consumed.

So it cannot occur when you're two years old. You were wounded most likely, but it wasn't The Wounding. It is the fourth Face, not the second, not the first, not the third. It's the fourth. So although there may be horrific experiences, though there may be many experiences that wounded you, that produced enough pain that a part of you died, it was not The Wounding. Maybe the one that was The Wounding, as we say, was exactly the same thing. But because of the set and setting in which it happened, this time it didn't just wound you, it wounded your very Soul.

It may have occurred in a pre-pubescent time. However, most often it occurs between 14 to 18. For some of you late bloomers, some of you holding out in your reverie of Eternal Youth, it did not happen until you were in your late teens or early twenties. Usually not past that. By that time it's happened.

At that point the fire was extinguished in an explosion where the oxygen was removed and the fire was extinguished. What was left was smoke, shadows. And thus comes the Face of the Shadow.

The Shadow

For so long this Face has been seen as the dark face, the ugly face, the terrifying face, the nightmarish face, the mistake, the black sheep of your Soul, the bad one. Perhaps it is the most compassionate one of all. This face of your Soul loves you so phenomenally, for it is the one who comes when you are broken. It is the one who comes when you are bleeding. Not that the others love you less, not that the others have less compassion, but this one perhaps demonstrates that love most completely -- certainly for the longest period of time, for it is the major face of your Soul. And you crash and burn. And the earth, and the water, and the fire and the air are sucked down. And you take them all into the Shadow, down into your Unconscious.

Now you may well have been dumping things in your Unconscious already. You may have learned as a child: Stop that imagination. Stop that creativity. Stop being so vocal. Stop being so much the center of attention. Stop this. Stop that. Don't ask so many questions. Don't be this way. Don't be so curious. Don't be so .. Don't be ... Don't be.

Some of you said, "Naaaah!" Others of you said, "OK," and you stuffed it. You've been dumping things into your Unconscious all along, certainly so. Certainly ugly things, certainly fearful things, yes, but also some beautiful things. But at the time of the Wounding, it all gets sucked in. And that's important to understand. It all gets sucked down:

Your Name gets sucked down. You feel a loss of identity. You don't matter. You're not important. Nobody cares. Nobody loves you. Your name is stupid. You are stupid. Your existence is stupid, as you pull your Name -- whose element is the earth -inside of you.

Any sense of power? Forget it. You're weak. You're impotent. You're useless. You're valueless. You've nothing to offer. You'll never amount to anything. You decide that at this time. And you pull your Power -- the river, the flow, the Power whose element is water -- down deep inside of you. And your personality now becomes persona. It has been raped, it has been ravaged. And it has been tossed aside in the heap, pulled inside of you to be replaced with the persona: OK, I'll give you what you want.

Your sense of invincibility, your sense of adventure, your sense of excitement, your sense of wonder, your sense of awe has been totally sucked inside. The fire of the Eternal Youth is sucked down. And you hate life, and you hate the world, and there's no way out, and it's only dark, and it's only ugly. And you never want to ... and maybe you just want to die at that moment, at that time.

And likewise, the Wounding itself, with its element of air, is sucked down in.

And then comes the face of the Shadow, which is the etheric -- the combination of earth and water and fire and air. And you go deep into the womb of your own being in the dark place where it's moist, where it's damp. Some become brooding. Some become lifeless/listless. Some become defensive. Some become arrogant with chips on their shoulders, bitter and angry. All of you are hurt.

Then comes the Shadow. The Shadow comes at the time of Wounding, and stays with you until your mid-50s. So calculate the number of years. Of all of the Faces of the Soul, it is with you the longest.

You are supposed to go into the Shadow. That's the right thing. You didn't blow it. You didn't do it wrong. You're supposed to do that. You're supposed to drag all this stuff down with you.

But, you see, what you're supposed to do then is to heal it -- to allow the Wound to be healed, to listen to your Soul, to let it explain why it had to happen, where you would have gone had it not happened, why you had to be tethered, why you had to be reined in, why you had to be yanked out of the sky and crashed into the earth. Had you not been, this would have been a wasted lifetime, because you would not have been you. You would have been an extension of somebody else -- a twisted, hollow extension. It had to happen.

With the denial of spirituality, however, for many the Wound is never healed. It's supposed to be that in this Shadow place you learn the secrets, you understand. You start looking at what your name is, at what your destiny is, at what your power is. What is your passion? your fire? And what is your breath of change, of transcendence, of transformation? You are, from this Shadow, supposed to emerge into this world to test out what you learn, to try things out to see what works. And then you go back into the Shadow again to redirect. You come out, go in, come out, go in. Your growth is cyclical. There are times to be in the world, and times to remove yourself from the world. There is time to be out there, and time to be inside. There is a time when you are supposed to try things out, to experiment in this grand playground, to learn how to play the games and to create new games.

And when the rules don't work, or when your technique is faulty, you go back in and find out why -- back into that warm, moist place that is your Shadow. You go back into the Underworld. You go back into the Unconscious, back to your Soul, your Higher Self, and the various spaces/aspects of who you are to learn, to grow, to experiment, to try, to work with it.

The Shadow is with you from the time when you're roughly 16 to the time you're about 56. That's 40 years, and for many, sadly, that's more than half a lifetime. Most of you are now in your Shadow time. The Wave Generation -- that bulge in worldwide population called the baby boom -- is in the Shadow, in the time of mid-life.

Do you realize that in the next five years there will be more women in menopause than there has ever been in the history of your planet? It is an incredibly powerful time. Now we know in your world menopause is not considered powerful. But remember, your world is a chauvinistic world which sees most feminine functions as dirty and distasteful and a source of embarrassment. But it is an incredibly powerful time, that stage of one's life in the latter part of the Shadow years.

Men go through a menopause as well, of a different nature, of a different kind. And it also comes in the latter years of the Shadow. In your mid-to late-forties, for men and women alike. This is the Shadow time.

The Double

After the Shadow comes the sixth Face of the Soul, that of The Double. The Double comes when you emerge from the Shadow, having experimented, having explored, having tried everything out, having made the mistakes that you are supposed to make and the mistakes that you're not supposed to make.

This is when you come out into the world, when you come out of the Shadow to be your full and total self. This is when women, past their menopause now, come into the time when they can be who they are fully and completely. Men (if they handle it right) can be past the imprisonment of other people's definitions of manhood and can truly discover their whole self. Finally, you can be who you want to be, and be who you intended to be. You can fully come into the time of wisdom. It happens in the mid-fifites or early sixties. It varies. Again, it's not absolute.

This is the time when many, emerging from the Shadow but not having done the Shadow Work, long for that Eternal Youth, long for that passion, long for that time, and try to go back there. You never can. You didn't have it then, and you're not going to get it now.

Others, recognizing that sad truth, come out of the Shadow and sit in the sun and wait to die. On the East Coast it's called "moving to Florida." They get a condo and wait to die. "Move the parents to Florida. Move them to Sun City. Move them to the Southwest where it's hot, but it's dry heat." So many either wait to die or long for and chase after a youth they never had.

Some, having taken advantage of the Shadow, emerge and become wise and have a life that they've been waiting to live -- a life filled with their dreams and their desires and their powers and their grounding and their passion. These people don't have the fire of a teenager. They have the glow of a mature fire, and their fire does burn eternal. You've seen some of them in your life, these older people who glow, who radiate, who have a wisdom, who are living the fullness.

It doesn't have to wait until then. You can become wise much earlier than the time of the Double, but just in case you don't, that Face of the Soul will show up and force you out of the Shadow. What you do as you face yourself is make the decision: Am I going to go back and try to live my parents' life or my children's life? Am I going to live my life? Or am I going to die?

And the choice is made then. In your mid-fifties you decide. Oh, the health problems may not show up for a decade or two, but the decision is made. For those of you who decide to try to return to the youth, the senility won't set in for another couple of decades, but it'll be there. And between the choice and the senility, you can make a fool of yourself, that's so.

And the decision to be wise? Though the wisdom may not attach to you then, it will be there.

The Remain

The final Face of the Soul, the last face, is that of The Remain. It comes at your time of dying, and at the times when you might die. When you choose to die, it ushers you out and watches over the remain. If you choose not to, it retreats, and waits. At the end of life, it is this Face of the Soul that comes to you to usher you out of the body. It has been called Death, or the Grim Reaper, but it is the Soul with the Face of the Remain.

At times of near-death experience, it is also the Soul that comes to you. It is often the one who sends you back. "No, not yet." It comes at times when you are hurt and in pain. Not hurt alone, but hurt that is pain. When a part of you dies, it is the Remain that comes. Those of you who have worked with healing and have gone through the experience of The Valley of Lost Souls, it is that Soul, the Remain, that travels nightly, waiting for you to retrieve yourself, watching over you, because your Soul will never abandon you ... Your Soul will never abandon you.

And therefore, the Face of the Remain also shows up at the time of the Wounding. But it is the Shadow Soul that picks you up, and starts putting you back together again.

Those are the Faces. And you can see how you can get so misguided and off-course in a world that denies the very existence of Soul. It is the Soul that keeps your course of growth according to your pattern, according to your rhythm, that allows and makes sure that the ebbs and flows happen, and that the waxings and wanings occur as well. It is your Soul that nudges you -- maybe bumps you -- when you get off-course. It is your Soul that lets you know when it is time to change course, when it's time to move up an octave.

Now there is a tendency, because of the natural propensity for hierarchy, to try to figure out: "Well, where does it fit? Is my Soul above or below my Higher Self? Where are my counselors?" You kind of have God/Goddess/All That Is at the top, OK, and after that it gets pretty nebulous, between Them and you.

Let the Soul be a part of your team. It's not better than your Higher Self; nor is your Higher Self better than it is. But it's there with its many faces. The Soul holds secrets that only it can reveal even, though certainly we could assume your Higher Self, being who it is, knowing all, knows those secrets.

But there are secrets of the Soul that can only be learned from the Soul, not because they have priority or hierarchy, but because the Soul has the resonance, the energy, the essence that comes to live with those Secrets.

Perhaps moving beyond the Faces of the Soul into the Dialogues with the Divine, beyond the Faces to that One Soul is where the secrets lie -- not in the hierarchy, but in the resonance, the connection, the essence of being in communication with your Soul. It holds the destiny. It holds the power. It holds the talent, and the means and the wherewithal to discover and have your talent revealed ...

With love and peace ...

Lazaris

 

 

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The Sirius Connection, Part 2

Monday, May 9, 2016
Blog: The Sirius Connection, Part 2

By Lazaris

The Sirius Connection: What it Can Mean in Your Daily Life, Part 2 

All right ... As we look at how you can apply The Sirius Connection, what it means in your daily life, so we turn now our attention to technique.

In this time after the opening of the Vortex, attention and intention come more to the fore; resonance becomes the source of causation; and spiritual hunger and thirst awaken even more than they already have -- and awaken in so many about you. Your chakras are realigning to a whole new frequency. And indeed electromagnetic energy can be used to boost and to work with your very resonance. With the futures, now so much more impactful, there are ways you can work to create an elegance.

You can continue to use the techniques that you know -- from the simplest of manifestation to the most intricate -- to create your own reality. Now you approach them with a greater intensity of your own intention, a greater intensity of your own attention, and with an awareness to let in the resonance that it's different now, it's different now. You can have that humility: it is different now.

The futures are far more impactful, far more impactful, than they have ever been. And your brain works differently now.

Portions of it are now functioning that never did before. And your DNA is functioning differently now than it ever has. Just sit with that. Just thinking about that -- just feeling that -- shifts your attention and opens the way for a greater intention to link together pieces of what is your conscious world in alignment with your conscious creation.

Resonance

So certainly, with that as a preface, we look at technique. First of all, you can notch up your own overall resonance.

Sometimes you can sense: "I'm in the dumps. Yes, I'm in depressing places. I'm in self-pity places. I'm in martyr places. I know those are low-resonance. I don't have to look them up anywhere."

... {laughter} ... "Gee, what's my resonance? Low. That's good enough." ... {laughter} ...

And if you will not judge yourself, but go into and beyond it, you can find the reason you're in martyr. If you're feeling defensive, there's a reason for it, and that reason is because you're defending something. That's why people get defensive. ... {laughter} ... They don't do it for no reason. ... "The sun's out, I think I'll be defensive." No, it's always to defend something. People don't control just for the heck of it, you know? There's always some need that is trying to be met. Martyrhood is an anaesthetic, yes, and it is an expression of hostility in its punishing nature, absolutely, but there's always something behind it.

You see, when you're in those resonant places that you know are low, stay out of self-pity -- and out of judging yourself, which shuts off any communication. Stay somewhere in between, and let yourself go into the martyrhood, or into the control, or into the defensiveness, into the whatever the low resonance is, and look behind it. "What am I defending? What am I numbing? What am I avoiding? What am I holding onto, and why?"

In that place, understanding it, you can take your power back. You can take your power back. Then you can let it go, having taken the power, the treasures, and the gifts. Then you can drop the attention from it and shift it to something else. Then begin to notch your resonance up, to bump it up, to bump it up.

Now you can do that in your meditative Safe Place. You can do that in some special place using your own imagination, using your own creativity, being inventive about it. Maybe you'd like to get inside the double-tetrahedron and spin and spin and spin and spin and spin, and rotate. Because in that double-tetrahedron, as you're spinning and rotating, you disintegrate and suddenly disperse to the whole of the universe. When you come back, you can come back without that low resonance. You can put your martyr out of you. You can put the defensiveness out of you. You spin and rotate and then suddenly you're very non-local. You're in the nonlocality of the enfolding energy. And then when you come back together again, you can consciously leave whatever it is out of you. You don't have to let that be part of your molecular structure. Maybe you'll want to go into the future and there let your resonance be notched up.

And that's a technique that you can use. And at first maybe it will not be as effective as it will be later with practice and with a bit of experience, but in time it can be tremendously effective in literally shifting the resonance from one place to another in a very short time -- and changing the reality configurations as you do so, changing the reality potentialities as you do so, changing which futures have impact upon you, notching your way up.

Working with the Chakra Centers

Certainly you can work with the resonance of your own chakra centers. As we adjusted them {in the meditation at the workshop -ed. note}, certainly your Higher Self or one of your Unseen Friends can adjust them. Or you can bask in the light of Sirius itself, allowing your chakras -- like radionics dials -- to be turned, to be shifted, to be lifted, to be adjusted. Sense your Higher Self reaching in. If you want, we'll be glad to do it. You can work with any of your Unseen Friends. Again, go about it inventively, creatively, finding what feels right.

Perhaps it doesn't make sense to you that you could do that in your Safe Place. Maybe it does make sense to go into the Underworld. Maybe it does make sense to go over the bluff and sit in your Success Cube. Maybe it makes sense to go down by the river and be in a very private place with the willows that weep and the shade and the mottled light. If that seems appropriate, so do it there. You can find the meditative place that feels right for you and adjust your chakras.

Working with the Pipeline

Also you can work with the pipeline of futures. It is most helpful to find a way to go into that future and work with it. You can go into the Underworld. You can go to the Causal Plane. You can use the double-tetrahedron. It's so incredibly teleporting from the present reality to futures. In those futures, find the pipeline. Maybe it looks like a clear Lucite pipe. Whatever it looks like to you, it is the pipeline of the futures that are coming. What's in the pipeline?

At first your natural tendency is to be somewhat hesitant. "I don't want to see if there's something horrible there. I don't want see that there's some dread disease, or some terrible accident." But then you realize, "Wait a minute. Whatever's there I can change it." Wouldn't it be better to see an auto accident and change it than not to have seen it and manifest it? The short-term gain of avoidance is far outweighed by the long-term reality.

Now that doesn't mean that you necessarily have to see dreadful horrible deaths and destructions. No, be honest. And in time, as you get used to working with it, you can work very powerfully, very profoundly, to clear the pipeline. And as you look in the pipeline, you can be very specific. "I'm in this relationship with this person and I'm seeing trouble. There's difficulty we're running into. Let me see what futures are creating this. Let me see what futures are out there. Let me flow into that and find the future. Oh, gosh, this is the future. Six months from now I'm going to realize I was projecting this or fearing that or I was running away from something. But I've found it now and I can change it in the pipeline."

And once you discover it allow in the Light of Sirius. Allow in the Goddess. Allow that energy to change what's in the pipeline.

Intercepting & Disconnecting

Another technique is what we call Intercepting & Disconnecting.

Now, when you work with self-sabotaging futures, you intercept the potential self-sabotage, you disconnect it, and you release the energy into a new success. And you can do similarly here.

For example, if you were in a situation where you discovered: "Oh, six months from now I'm going to have this huge fight. I can see it, because I can feel it brewing. I can sense it there, so I'm going to disarm it and instead take all that energy that otherwise would have been a fight and create an incredibly close, intimate experience -- an incredible wonderful argument that leads to wonderful great experience." Intercept those futures.

Now this might have been a somewhat airy-fairy technique a few years ago, but now, because everything's different, because the vortex is open, you can work with that, thought maybe not exclusively. Maybe you also want to use the techniques that you're very familiar with. Certainly so, if you recognize that it's your martyr, you may want to use the techniques you know to deal with that. But you may also want to create a variation using the future techniques to begin to stretch your experience and expertise with intercepting and disconnecting futures.

The Light of Sirius

And of course there's always the Light of Sirius itself. Since the opening, that resonance of Sirius is inside you. Perhaps you'll want connect with it by stepping outside at night and looking up to the heavens and locating it, just off there to the left of Orion's Belt -- that twinkling star -- and calling upon it, sensing it, opening to it. Perhaps it's in a meditation where you are sitting on a mound of earth and looking up into the night sky, sensing it, letting it come, calling on it ... "In the name of Sirius, in the name of the Goddess, in the name of ..." An abstract, but oh, phenomenally powerful technique.

Optimal Futures

Also, and seventh, there is a technique for creating Optimal Futures.

Now we're not saying "optimum," meaning the most incredible of any other. There can be many optimal futures. If you go for optimum it gets competitive. You know, which one's better? And ... could I come up with a better one? There can many Optimal Futures.

The idea here is that you're going to create these Optimal Futures, and you're going to lay them within the Radiance of your Resonance. And they will start having impact now, long before you would ever manifest them, for as a conduit of that future, it changes you now.

Now, admittedly, this technique takes time, it takes thought, it takes work. So it's not something you can just throw together.

There are several components, but you can take your time. And you work on it over a period of days or weeks. Not every day all week for weeks. You work on it, maybe a little bit now, and a little bit a couple of days from now, coming back after you've thought about, after you've worked with it. Yeah, made some changes there, etc. So again, respect yourself and not just throw it together. The goal here isn't to get it done as fast as possible and get as many as possible. I've got a book full of optimal futures. I got 20 or 30 of them this afternoon alone. I just sat down and buzz-sawed through." ... {laughter} ... That's probably self-sabotage. ... {laughter} ...

Now, an Optimal Future has several characteristics:

First of all, Optimal Futures involve skill and challenge that somehow engages your strength, your power, and your talent. Optimal Futures call upon your creativity, your confidence (your ability to cope), and your expertise. An Optimal Future involves a certain skill that presents challenge -- not struggle, but challenge -- an interesting, curious, wonderful challenge. And that challenge involves or in some way engages some of your strength, some of your power, some of your particular talent, some skill. Skill and challenge.

When you say you're going to be the zillion-trillionquadrillion-billion-dillionaire of the world, there's no skill there. There's no challenge there, because it's become meaningless. There's no way to engage your strengths. "I can add. I can subtract." Oh ... {laughter} ...

Your power is certainly not your talent. There's no way to involve your creativity or your confidence. You can't really be confident. You can't even figure out how much that is, much less be confident that you can create it. It has to have some sort of task that involves skill and challenge.

Secondly, it's important that the Optimal Future involve complexity and attention. That is, in order to do this skill, in order to do this task that involves skill and challenge, it engages your full attention. It can't be something you do on automatic, and it must have complexity.

Now complexity is often seen as difficulty. It doesn't have to be difficult. Intricate, yes. Involved, yes. But not necessarily difficult. Complexity exists when you allow something to be an expression of your individuality as well as your oneness. When an Optimal Future expresses your uniqueness as well as your sameness, it has complexity. Complexity involves your individuality, your uniqueness, your signature, your autonomy, as well as your oneness, as well as your partnership, as well as the "together energy" you have with others -- perhaps involving my spiritual family more than my biological family, my chemical family -- my spiritual family developed not by chemistry and biology but by character, by personal and spiritual character.

Therefore, an Optimal Future is not something you do totally alone -- or if it is, it gets passed on to or is involved with others. Also, whatever it is, you want to become totally absorbed in it while you're doing it. Not obsessed, but absorbed.

And, you see, there are those of you doing things in your life now that already involve a certain amount of skill and challenge, and which give you the chance to express your individuality as well as your oneness with another. Some of you are working in sporting activities. Some of you working in creative projects that are purely hobby but are nonetheless beautifully creative. Some of you are in relationships where you are taking the skill and the challenge of intimacy, love and caring that calls upon your strength, power, and talent as well as your creativity, confidence and expertise, and that gives you the opportunity to be fully yourself and a partner with another.

Thirdly, an Optimal Future needs to have clarity -- specific and clear goals, short-term and long-term, immediate and eventual.

An example: You see yourself having an Optimal Future in which you compose music. That involves a skill. Certainly it involves a challenge because no matter how talented you may be, it involves challenge. It involves skill. It calls upon your strengths. It calls upon your power of vision and creativity. It calls upon your talent. Creative, yes. I have confidence, though, a sense that in that future I can do it with the expertise. And it's intricate, complex.

It also involves me by myself, but it also involves others who will listen or who will play or who will enjoy this music. And to that end, it takes my attention. When I'm focussing on this composition, I can see myself totally engaged, totally involved. And there is a clarity. There are goals in mind. I want to write so many measures every day. Or I want to get the first movement done by a certain time. There is a goal of completion, a goal of achievement, a goal of accomplishment that is clear.

Fourthly, an Optimal Future needs to involve Choice, the choice to take charge of the situation, to exercise control in the situation, rather than having to be in control of the situation.

You have a sense of dominion: You can exercise control in the situation in varying degrees of intensity. Rather than having to control the situation or be in control of it, you can exercise control. You have that choice: to intensify or to lighten up, to work faster or to work slower, to let it ebb and flow. You have that sense of choice.

Fifthly, an Optimal Future needs to have a continuum of feedback, short-term and long-term feedback, a system of gratification and reward, where some of the feedback is immediate. Going back to our composer: You've set the goal. Today you want to get this many measures done, this many minutes. This portion that has been a stickler. Yes, you would get immediate feedback from that. Now this is a future. You're not doing it but you can see that it has the opportunity of immediate feedback. It has that immediate gratification, that immediate reward.

The sixth quality it must involve is commitment and centering, where you are absolutely committed to doing it, to be engaged in it, being involved in it, a total commitment, in the moment, in the now, centered, where you have to give it all my focus now. You can't be distracted. You want to create it in such a way that you can be totally centered and totally committed.

Finally and lastly, an Optimal Future needs to stretch you beyond your self-consciousness so that your Conscious Self can emerge. Ironically and paradoxically, being self-conscious is never your Self and it's never being Conscious. An Optimal Future is bigger and grander than you are, and because of that it lifts and engages you such that you lose all sense of self-consciousness. You forget the cameras are rolling. (In fact, they're not.) With an Optimal Future you aren't conscious of people watching. You aren't conscious of what they think, of whether they care, of what they're deciding. You don't even know they're there. You're so engaged that it stretches you beyond being self-conscious. It may well be called a moment of ecstasy, where you are in a euphoria, in a sense of unity, of oneness, beyond space and time. Sacred, ineffable, a self-transcendent moment. You let your self-consciousness go so that in that transcendent moment, in that self-transcendent time, the real you, the true you, the self that you really are can emerge.

Now admittedly, these characteristics of an Optimal Future take some thinking and feeling. They take some playing around with.

Now putting together an Optimal Future calls upon what:

It calls upon clarity.

It calls upon centering.

It calls upon choice.

It calls upon commitment, challenge, complexity, and creativity.

It is automatically raising your resonance.

As you finalize it, what you do with it is you digest it and you project it. Let it in. Let it in. Imagine yourself caving, mountain climbing. You imagine yourself engaged in this sport or that sporting activity. Imagine yourself having that country home where you can be and do all these creative projects. Imagine it.

And as you create it, it's raising your resonance. As you imagine it, as you digest it, it becomes a part of you. You sense it. You feel it. You smell it and touch it in your imagination. Then you project it out there into what we call the Radiance of Your Resonance -- that wedge (of the futures you can experience). OK? Here's your resonance now. After working with creating an Optimal Future, it's maybe moved up a few notches. Now you're feeling pretty good about yourself, as a matter of fact. Your feeling very positively, drawing in a more valuable reality than you were even before you put this together.

Now you digest it. You feel it. You let yourself taste it. What does it taste like? What does it smell like? What does it feel like? You're notching up now just a little bit. Not enough that anybody might notice any difference, but you're still notching up.

Once you've digested it, throw it out there. Project it out into your future. How far? Well, it depends. If this is an Optimal Future for when you retire from work and sell your property and move to the country, it may be 20 or 30 years from now. Even though between now and then you may change it, it doesn't matter. You still digest it and throw it out there. Throw it out there somewhere within the Radiance -- obviously on upper end of the Radiance of your Resonance.

Now that Optimal Future, by its very projection is starting to have impact on you now. It will start immediately to have impact on you. Subtle, yes. It may cause you to feel more optimistic about something, or your programming around some issue may be more effective. Whatever, it's drawing you toward it, toward that Optimal Future. Now if you have four or five of them out there, they're each going to draw you -- not necessarily any faster, but more deeply. It doesn't mean you're going to be 65 any sooner, you see? But it'll draw you more deeply.

Now, if you want to really have it come in more deeply, there are one of two things you can do.

You can consciously start developing that skill more fully and exercising the challenge. You can start developing that complexity and that attention even now. You can bring the clarity into your current reality. You can exercise that particular skill, that particular challenge, or that particular complexity. You can start exercising that in direct activity. You see, when you're in that Optimal Future, you want to be doing some specific thing. You don't necessarily know how to do that yet, but it's always been there as a dream that you've had. It seems like that would be such an incredible reality, to do woodworking, to carve. But you don't know how to do that, so you're going to start developing the skill now -- preparing, learning, taking steps, maybe taking a class here, reading a book there. It's anchoring. It's not anchoring that future to you, it's anchoring you to that future. You start developing the particulars of skill now, and it will anchor you and pull you to that Optimal Future more deeply, more richly, changing the reality along the way more significantly.

Now the other way: Maybe that particular Optimal Future really is something that can't really happen until down there. There's no real way you could go about developing the skill or challenge without actually doing it now in a real way. So the other way you can anchor your current reality to the Optimal Future is to find something else that you can do now not upon the same specific skill and challenge, but upon some skill, challenge, attention, complexity. It will not have the same clear goals, but it will have clear goals. It won't have the same kind of exercise of control in the situation, but it will offer a way to exercise control in some situation. It won't have the same feedback, but it will have feedback in a continuum of rewards and gratifications. And likewise through the list, with that sense of feedback -- it's not going to be the same feedback, but it's feedback in a continuum of rewards and gratifications. And it does involve that sense of commitment, not to the Optimal Future, but to the quite separate skill and challenge you are working with now.

It may be that you have an Optimal Future out here that has to do with more academic concerns. But right now you express it through playing tennis. Challenge, skill, certainly so.

Complexity, amazingly so. Attention, absolutely. You can't be thinking about what you had for breakfast or who you're going to see later or whether it's awfully hot. You've got to be right there. Clear goals? Yes. Choice? Can you take charge? Yes.

Continuum of feedback. After every volley. ... {laughter} ... You get immediate feedback. Either you got the point or you didn't.

They don't have too many draws. Nobody got that point. Well, that can happen, we suppose. You just volleyed for six hours and you both dropped dead. You know, it doesn't ... {laughter} ...

Does it involve that sense of commitment, that sense of absolute centered commitment in the moment? And do you escape yourself? Yes, if you aren't worried about your hemline or whether your shoes are white enough, or whatever. You lose yourself. You lose yourself, the self-consciousness. And a more real you emerges. It can. Not always, but it can.

In that way now, in your 20s, another activity can link you, can connect you, to an Optimal Future that has nothing to do with such physical activity in your 70s, or in your 50s, or in your 30s or some other kind of Optimal Future that isn't that far away. So, you can just nudge it and push it and create it. That's going to lift your resonance, because it involves the attention and the intention. And it involves the qualities of resonance raising from clarity to creativity. When you start digesting it, it nudges your resonance a little further. When you project it out there, it nudges you further. And that can be enough. And then every so often let yourself digest it again. Ponder it. Savor it. Daydream about it. Dream about it in your meditations, or in your night dreams.

So if you want to nudge that Optimal Future a little further, you can begin doing that now or preparing for that now, or something else that involves the same seven energies, do you see? You see, it's the energy of skill and challenge that engages strength, power, talent, creativity, confidence and expertise.

It's the energy. It doesn't matter what the form is. At least for linking purposes it doesn't matter what the form is.

As you do this, you will start creating Optimal Experiences and Optimal Futures, and the link can be phenomenal. It can generate successes that seem not to have anything to do with it. Suddenly things at work get tremendously better. Suddenly the intimacy takes a powerful turn for the better.

But you see, it has impact, and shifting your resonance - not just your resonance about the Optimal Future, but your resonance now. That Optimal Future may be very involved in curing the malady you have now. Not so that you can hurry up and achieve the Optimal Future, but so you can move the Radiance of Resonance. "Here's my Radiance of Resonance now, which includes X disease.

And through this Optimal Future I've nudged it up to here where now that disease X is outside that wedge. It's not within my radiance. And therefore, it goes away." It's unable to stand the resonance -- even though that Optimal Future had nothing to do with "health concerns" other than perhaps wanting to live fully and richly in order to do that. And what other futures are here in this Radiance of your Resonance, in the wedge of your resonance? When your Radiance of Resonance moves up, futures that are all along the wedge shift and change. And it becomes like magic, very much like magic, so much like it that it probably is magic. ... {laughter} ...

Now that the Vortex is open, now that the past has ended its bitter grip and control, now that practice is over, everything IS different. Not "can be" -- IS different. You can make it suspiciously the same, but it IS different.

Meditation

In this meditation, again open to the energy of Sirius, to your connection. But you know, we've talked so often about that stellar heritage. Well, what is your stellar heritage? It's either Sirius or Pleiades. No, it's not Orion. ... {laughter} ... Even if there's an Orion connection, it's Pleiades/Orion, Sirius/Orion, but it's Sirius or it's Pleiades, or you wouldn't have found any interest in wanting to deal with the Sirius Connection, you see?

It wouldn't have interested you.

What is that connection? What is your heritage? Were you one of the genetic engineers, so appalled at what had happened? And also one of the souls clearly who said, "I'll sign up." You see, this isn't the first time you've been a Mapmaker. It's not a job assignment that's handed out like karma. "Who wants maps?" ... {laughter} ... It's a quality of who you are. It's part of your nature. It is your destiny -- chosen, yes. But then only Mapmakers choose to be Mapmakers. In a planet full of people, in a universe full of consciousness, there are relatively very few of you overall. But enough.

Until we have the opportunity to work with you, be it in workshops, in Blendings, in meditation, we shall close, and we shall do so to each of you and all of you with love, oh yes, with love, with love, and peace. ...

Lazaris

 

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The Sirius Connection, Part 1

Monday, May 9, 2016
Blog: The Sirius Connection, Part 1

By Lazaris

The Sirius Connection: What It Can Mean in Your Daily Life, Part 1

All right ... You're all here! ... {laughter} ... All right ... Well, well, well. Oh, my, my! ... {laughter} ... Yes!

How many times you have heard us say it. ... It is a pleasure to be here. It always is a pleasure. And it is a joy. Yes, to be with you and to work with you is joy that keeps growing and that keeps expanding. How many times you've heard us say it! And each time we feel it more deeply. We love you.

Yes, of course, we love all of humanity in its way, and in ours. Yes, we love the consciousness that you are -- the spark and the light that grows ever more intense inside of you. Certainly we love the more real Self that you are just beginning to know. Also we love you -- the Mapmaker, the Dreamer or Dream Weaver, the Vision Maker, and the Reality Creator that you are. But we also love you ... just the way you are.

Your growth is enchanting. Your changes are at times amusing ... {laughter} ... at other times profound. But even if you didn't do that growth stuff -- even if you were not responding to the hunger and thirst of spirituality -- we would love you. We love you just the way you are, with all your foibles and all your wonders all wrapped up together.

We love you. Sometimes it is hard for some of you to hear. You want to discount and deny it. You will let us love you as humanity, and you'll let us love you as consciousness. You will let us love the more real you, but it is hard to let us love the you that you are now. Even so, it is that you that we love as well. And we do know you. ...{laughter} ... and with all that we know, we love you so. You matter to us so deeply, so dearly. You are important to us.

And it is with that love, with all of its maturations, with all of its faces, that we do welcome you today. And we also invite you today to come with us as we explore The Sirius Connection, more specifically your Sirius Connection, and what it can mean in your daily life.

History Has Ended... Practice is Over

History has ended. No, not the academic discipline, but the control of the past has ended. The Sirius Vortex -- the Vortex of the Goddess -- has opened. It has opened like it has not opened in over 90,000 years. With its opening, you now have all the information and all the light necessary to evolve the human species, to trigger the metamorphosis of the human species. And even more, you have all you need to create a new world (not just a new order to an old world, but a new world) in which a new kind of human being can participate and thrive. Yes, the Vortex has opened wide and full. And everything is different now.

Practice is over. Now everything counts, everything matters. All your thoughts, all your feelings matter like they never have before. You cannot practice your metaphysics and your spirituality anymore. Now it is time to live it. Everything is different now.

What does it mean, day in and day out? What does it mean in the nuts and bolts of your reality? Part of what it means is that you can no longer play patty-cake with your martyr or hop-scotch with your negative ego. You can no longer play the flirtatious game of maybe I'll give you up and maybe I won't. Your negative ego and the dark sides of self are playing for keeps now. They are hitting, and they are hitting hard. Those aspects of self can cheat. Your martyr, your self-pity, and your negative ego do not always follow the rules. Though reality is an illusion, it is a very serious illusion that suddenly became more serious.

You cannot play. Many of you hear that and think, "Yeah, yeah, yeah." And then you find out ... "Oh, it's really true" ... because you can get hit, and you can get hit hard.

In the seminar on Ecstasy we talked of the entanglements, the problems, the crises, and even the tragedies that are current in your reality. Because practice is over, whatever your personal entanglements, problems, crises, even tragedies may be, now they matter more, now they count more. They cannot be left on the back burner. Your entanglements, projections, games, problems, crises, and tragedies can -- not will absolutely -- but can become more intense. We say these things not to scare you, but to alert you.

As the past relinquishes its control, the influence of the future expands. However there is a pipeline of futures that you may not even realize you have. Through the years, you may have inadvertently created -- or in a rather willy-nilly way may have created -- a full range of futures of which you are not currently aware. Some of those futures could be quite dark -- could be extremely dark.

Futures, light or dark, are created by your thoughts and your feelings. They are created by your attention and by your intention, which, respectively, manifest and order your reality. Some of those futures that your thoughts, feelings, attentions and intentions created long ago might otherwise lie dormant. They might never have become manifest in the three dimensions of space and one of time that you call your reality. Now, because practice is over and history has ended, those otherwise dormant futures, those potentially light futures, could manifest with tremendous impact. And those otherwise dormant futures, those potentially dark futures, could manifest with devastating impact. Devastating impact on you.

The growth that you have been meaning to get to when you have time and the growth that you have been consciously or unconsciously procrastinating can come up and slap you right in the face, right in the reality, very hard. Responsibilities you ignored, or erroneously thought you didn't have to take or could just dismiss, can come up and haunt you. It can be pretty frightening that practice is over.

But it also can be incredibly, incredibly beautiful. Past has ended and Practice is over can mean you can be totally free from that personal past. It can be a genuine freedom. It can mean that you have to and that you can stop playing the games: Get off the game board or dance floor with your negative ego. Stop the game or the dance with your martyr. It is over. It is done. An ended Past and a concluded Practice can mean that you can get to the root of those entanglements, and you can undo them in the future before they fully manifest, before they become more intense.

You see, maybe you have not allowed yourself to really change the past. Many of you believe that you can work with the past, that you can compensate for it, or that you can even overcome your past. However, change it? Certainly you can, but so many of you do not believe that you can. It's not allowed in your belief system. After all, you convince yourself, the past has already happened. It is a matter of record, right? Work, compensate, overcome, but you cannot change it. Regardless of rhetoric, most believe they cannot change the past, not really.

But you do believe you can change the future. Therefore, the entanglements, problems, crises, and tragedies already in progress are things you can intercept and change.

Yet when you change the future, you change the present. It has always been true: The future creates the present and lays it against the backdrop of the past. Now it is becoming truer than it has ever been. When you change the future, you change the present: Your entanglements can change. Sometimes they can change right before your very eyes.

You can play catch-up now -- not by working extra hard, not by burning the candle at both ends, but by changing the future. By owning a current painful or fearful reality, you can scan the future to see where the current pain or the current fear could lead. In other words, you can discover the future that is creating the present -- the future that is creating the current pain or the current fear. Once discovered, you can work with specific and precise technique to disconnect the dark future. Then you can use this disconnected power to actually and literally create a different future -- to create a brilliant future -- that can create a different present. Yes, as incredible as it may sound to some of you, the current reality of pain or fear can change. It can dramatically change. What used to be considered a fanciful experience can now work in ways that can startle you, that can amaze you. Everything is different now.

You can empty the pipeline. You can clear out discordant realities and fill that pipeline with unbelievably positive, powerful, beautiful futures. You can create what we call Optimal Futures -- futures that may not in any logic be able to manifest for decades to come, but from which you can benefit now.

Those of you in your thirties can create the future of what it's going to be like when you're eighty. What kind of world are you going to have when you're eighty? What kind of peace? What kind of spiritual awareness? What kind of wisdom? What kind of physical well-being are you going to have at eighty? And even though it may be half a century before you are there, that future that you create can alter your health now. It can alter choice and decision before you even know that choice and decision are connected to that future. You can create Optimal Futures that will not be yours for decades, but which will alter your decisions and choices, your thoughts and feelings today. Those Optimal Futures can create current success and present day happiness. Yes they can.

The Evolution of the Human Species

When we talk of an evolution of the human species, we are not talking figuratively. We are talking very, very literally. Just as you have a prehensile thumb, just as you stand erect (which was a process not of linear evolution, but of exponential or consciously designed evolution), there is change occurring in your very physiology, in your very brain, and in the very function and the very shape of certain portions of that brain. There is an evolution, very literally an evolution taking place, and there is the positive future that will prevail for everyone who's willing to step into it, back into it, fall into it, or end up in it by default. ... {laughter} ... It just won't be there for those who intentionally choose not to be there, and that is their choice.

And there is a new world. You see, as we've said for so long, there really is no solution to the problems, so many of them, that you have in your linear world. So you'd better create a new world -- not by scrapping the one you're in, and not by fixing it, but by changing it. Though indeed much of what you do may look like the dance called fixing it, in fact, that dance will be creating the resonance, the space, of change. So often we have said it: It is not about fixing; it is about changing. That truth has suddenly become more true.

This human evolution, this evolution of the human species itself, is more correctly a metamorphosis. It involves the emergence of a new kind of human being. This change is essential to create a new world. Your brain is a hologram that projects holographic images of body and of world. In order to project a new world, you need an evolved cranial hologram. That is what this evolution, this metamorphosis, is about. The new kind of human being will have a new kind of brain that can literally sense the new world. We mean it very literally when we talk of Virgin Futures, of positive futures of dreams, of an evolving human species. We mean it more literally than you currently can believe -- than you can currently imagine.

Now That the Vortex is Open...

But what specifically can you anticipate because of your Sirius Connection and because of the opening of the Vortex? What can you expect, quite literally?

Intention

First of all, when the Vortex opened wide and full, when your entire Universe was flooded with all the information and light, and it was also flooded with an energy of acceleration. As a result, intention becomes much more powerful now. Intention is what orders and prioritizes your reality. It is what orders and prioritizes your consciousness. You have conscious awareness. Some of it you call memory. Some of it you call fantasy. Some of it you call hard knocks reality. And there are varying degrees of consciousness about all kinds of things in this patchwork reality that is your current life, and that also bleeds through into the holographic impact of all the lifetimes that are yours.

You see, you tend to say this life you are current experiencing is your lifetime. More correctly, all your lifetimes are part of your Fabric of Being. The current lifetime is the portion of that Fabric that you are experiencing now. But it is all happening, and it is all part of your consciousness. And it is your intention that gives order to the otherwise chaotic, fragmented pieces of your consciousness. It is what arranges the pieces. It is estimated by your scientists that you have 50,000 thoughts a day. 50,000 thoughts. Write them down. ... {laughter} ... The first 20,000 are I don't know, I don't know, I don't know. ... {laughter} ... You have 50,000 thoughts a day, and each of those thoughts has a feeling connected to it. But it is your intention that sorts and orders them, connects this one and that one and this one and that one. Intention gives order to the chaos, and creates what you later will call logic and reason. So many dismiss intention. Only when it become their personal logic and reason does it become absolute.

Intent is increasing now. Due to the influx of energy, intent is becoming more and more powerful. However, that increase is non-linear. Intent is stretching higher, but it is also sinking lower. This means that instinct, which is at the core of your intent, will either degenerate into primal biology and chemistry - - into more animal-like nature -- or it will elevate into personal character and spiritual character that will supersede and override the seemingly unconscious chemical, biological, animal response that is in you. It will descend, or it will rise to respond instinctively to a more Real Self -- to respond more to who you are becoming than to who you have been.

It also means that your needs will either degenerate or rise. Your needs -which are for survival, security, a sense of belonging, self-esteem, creating and producing, knowing, and aesthetics (your very spirituality) -- all are part of your intent. You will find people more and more focused on the base needs of survival and security: Me, mine, what I need, what I've got, taking care of my own, taking care of myself.

In your world, with the amount of disease that is airborne, with the amount of disease that is non-responsive to the allopathic traditions, in many ways it becomes frightening to go out there into the world. And many people will retreat into their survival mode, into their security mode. Their needs will reach toward the low end as opposed to lifting to the higher end. Yet, it is also true: Because intent is so much more intense, many of you are going to find that your needs have been met, and that you can stretch even higher by turning your intention to your preferences. Your intention is so much more acute, so much more powerful now, that it is altering your instinct, it is altering your needs.

It is altering, thirdly, your drives. In some people drives such as genetic/hormonal drives, social drives, negative ego drives, and personality drives, will descend into obsession. On the dark side, you will see people in your world approaching things from a more manic/depressive-like energy. You will see greater frenzy and an increase in what seems to be an almost insane focus: obsession.

However, on the light and lighter side, these and other drives will move toward integration. There will be a drive toward grace, toward elegance, toward embracing a certain panache and aplomb. You will see intention turn into manifestation without a whole lot of work going on in between.

The fourth component of intention is desire. Desire became part of your intention when choice became part of the complexity of your life. Desire complicates things at times. Nonetheless it is part of your intention. Now, with the Vortex opening, desire can ebb at its lower levels: greed, self-centeredness, self-absorption, and self-obsession. Sadly, you will see the ebb of desire in the lost eyes and the empty countenance of so many. You will see it and feel it in the whatever attitude adopted by so many. (Whatever attitude: nothing matters, nothing is more important than anything else ... whatever).

Even so, you will also notice the flow of desire as well: A new and refreshing flow of desire that has not yet been imprisoned by consensus words and definitions will break the surface of reality. This flow with no name or description, this effervescent desire, can lift and change people. It can ignite a passion for life and for living. Yes, it can.

Because intention has become so much more acute and so much more powerful, instinct, need, drive, and desire -- whenever and wherever they are focused now - - will intensify. If they are headed in the downward direction, they will plummet. And you will look and say, Wow, this is the Goddess? No. This is what comes when the Vortex opens? No. This is what happens when more acute and more powerful intention plummets to the depths of darkness or when it is allowed to follow the descent of entropy.

Be conscious. By being conscious you can reverse the descent. You can lift your instinct up into a strength of character with intuition; you can lift base needs higher, and needs met to the wondrous level of preference. Drives can be consciously directed to reach heights of grace and elegance. Desire can wax to its heights where you desire for yourself, but also for something beyond you, something bigger than you.

Attention

What other changes? You will experience an increase in the importance and in the impact of attention.

Now attention is what defines and thus determines what is conscious in your consciousness. Attention defines what you manifest in your illusion. So often we've said this: What you pay attention to is what you create. If you spend your days feeling sorry for yourself, and spend one hour releasing self-pity, don't be surprised if you have self-pity in your life. But I did the meditation. I did it three times. I listened to the tape, and I took real good notes. Yes, and that's valuable, certainly so. And probably you were not feeling sorry for yourself in the midst of your processing and programming. But if you go right back into self-pity as soon as you put down your pen and paper, then your attention is on self-pity. And what you pay attention to is what selects the reality that is conscious to you.

You see, it's all out there: Everything from the very worst future to the very best -- everything from instant death to longevity -- is available to you. Where you put your attention is what determines what becomes conscious and what happens in your reality. Attention -- with its intricacy of thinking, feeling, imagining, and expecting -- is unbelievably more acute, more intense, and more powerful since the 23rd of April.

People who are locked into downward spiral thinking -- it's going to be bad, it's going to be terrible, the end times are coming -- are going to select, among the possibilities, the realities that look more and more like nightmares and mediocrity. Those who hold their feelings in the negative range, refusing to lift and change their attention, will select those realities that most reflect and most motivate negative feelings. What you pay attention to becomes more important than ever.

Likewise, what you imagine and what you expect are more important than ever. That's why we talked this year of expectation, its mystery and magic and the importance not just of pumping it up, but of giving it substance that has genuine height and width and depth. What you expect, with little or no other technique attached, with very little other thought, is going to more quickly start manifesting in your reality.

Well, gee, I just kind of gave it a . . .whhhhht! . . . And there it was! ... {laughter} ... Attention is now like a dull knife that suddenly became sharp.

For example, when you are thinking and feeling about something in your past, you can shift your attention, and you can be done with it. The only caveat is: Make sure that you have removed the gifts and treasures from that past. Make sure that you have taken back the power that you have hidden there. That's why we have talked so much about taking back the power that you lost in the unfinished pieces of the past. You see, even though the past is over, even though its control is released, because you pay attention to it, because you think it, because you feel it, because you expect it, because you imagine it, you keep living it. You keep it alive with your attention and with your intention.

So why don't you just forget it? What a wonderful therapeutic technique that is: Just forget it. ... {laughter} ... You know, before I remembered it, I did forget it! Right? ... {laughter} ... I didn't have any recall. I was better off.

No, you were not. Why not? Because there were treasures and gifts inside that past. Because there were things that you needed to learn in that past. Therefore, you would not let it go. And just not thinking of it wasn't enough. It was there in the unexpressed or the non-actualized feelings in the Unconscious Mind. Then you brought it from the Unconscious to the Conscious when you were strong enough, when you were capable of handling it.

And who brought it? Your Soul. Well, thanks a whole heap. ... {laughter} ... Exactly. Because your Soul knows: You have got to deal with this. You've got to deal with the pain. You've got to deal with the shame. You cannot just shove it into the Unconscious, because you are still thinking it, and you're still feeling, you just are not admitting it. And you are still expecting it even though you are not fully conscious of it.

Why? Because you put it in your Unconscious. The expectation is still there, and you are still imagining it even though it's not conscious. Perhaps you have dreams of being suffocated, of being hurt, of being somehow violated. Maybe you have fantasies, you have fears when someone gets too close to you.

You see, you are still imagining, you are still expecting, you are still thinking, you are still feeling. The attention is still there, but it's in the Unconscious. When you are ready, your Soul brings it into your consciousness. Then you need to pay attention to it so you can process it, so you can understand it, so you can sort it out and lift your attention -- which has held it in place -- so that you can learn the lessons that you need to learn, that you chose, that you decided. No, you did not choose to have that tragedy, that horror in your life, but you chose to learn the lesson that the tragedy or the horror represents. That was your intent. That was why you linked those pieces of consciousness together: to meet some instinct, some need, some drive, some desire. And you gave it attention to keep it in your reality. If you will learn the lessons, you can release it.

Many of you have learned so much. Maybe you have learned enough of that lesson. Why won't it go away? Because you haven't extracted the gifts, you haven't extracted the treasures.

Maybe you have. Maybe you honestly have extracted all the gifts and treasures and have learned all the lessons from the created reality. Then the question arises, What more could there possibly be here? When you are right, when there is nothing more to be gleaned or to be learned, you ask, Why won't it go away?

Your attention. Drop it from your attention and it will cease. It will.

You mean I can ... Yes. Don't I have to process it some more? ... {laughter} ... Isn't there some technique?

... Yes, choose. ... {laughter} ... Just drop it.

OK. I want to make sure it went away. ... {laughter} ...

You're paying attention. That's why it's following you. ... {laughter} ...

It's still following me. ... {laughter} ...

OK, I won't pay attention, I won't pay attention to the shame and the hurt and the molestation I had as a child. I won't pay attention. ... {laughter}

... Pink elephants, right? ... {laughter} ...

Please understand: Because the Vortex opened -- because intention and attention are more intense, because everything's different now -- you can drop the past. If you have taken the treasures and gifts, if you've taken back the power that was left there, then you can drop the attention and be done with it. And you can turn your attention to other thoughts and other feelings, other expectations, other imaginings, and it will be different. It will be different.

Resonant & Impact Causation

Ultimately all causation is resonant causation. There's only a sliver of reality that responds to colliding or impact causation. And for the several hundred years, you have chosen -- individually and collectively -- to live within that sliver to make it appear as though causation is only mechanical (Newtonian Physics) and that it is a linear process of collision, conflict, conquering. You have wanted to hold causation as mechanical and as a linear process called cause and effect. You've chosen to make appear as if causation is a comparative and competitive process of the survival of the strongest, the fittest, the most intimidating, overpowering, and dominating influence.

Now that history has ended and everything is different, resonant causation, which has always been the ultimate causation of everything, becomes more and more intense, more and more evident, more and more visible, while impact causation becomes weaker and weaker and weaker.

Now that's going to make a lot of people really angry. They are not going to like this shift in paradigm, and they are not going to want to accept it. Perhaps the most angry and thus the most resistant will be the male chauvinists, regardless of their gender, who are counting on a system of reductionist logic, a system of linear evolution, a system of conflict, a system of impact, and a system of cause leading to effect. And they are relying on it because that is what the whole system of singular authority and male dominance is based upon: that men are better-than because they can have more collision impact. They can compete and conquer. Men are stronger, they are faster . . . if they're in condition. ... {laughter} ... If they're not in condition, well . . . it's not fair. ... {laughter} ... They're still better-than. Or so you are told, so you are conditioned to believe.

As the paradigm of causation shifts, the chauvinist in you is going to rebel. Therefore, the inner-chauvinist in you is going to show up in your world. You will experience more and more people trying to prove cause and effect is real with impact that is more harsh, more punishing, more filled with conflict and with competition.

You see Korea, Bosnia, Yemen, Los Angeles, Haiti, Africa, places erupting with harsh colliding and destructive impact. People are calling for strong-impact action. Neither are we are suggesting this politics or that, nor that one is right and the other is wrong. Beyond the particular politics, it is clear that you are creating (causing or allowing) a reality where once again we have to use force in this way. It is as though you are trying to reinforce the doctrine: Cause/Effect. Though the range of reasons why is complex, one of those reasons is an attempt to hold the old paradigm together. The current and ongoing increase in violence and dominance is sort of the last throes, if you will, of a dying paradigm. Reality is changing now. Resonant Causation is replacing Mechanical Causation. Resonance is becoming stronger.

Because of Resonance Causation, dreams and dreaming are become more potent, more powerful. You can begin to generate a reality in which you can dream a different world. You can dream people being different. Perhaps it will begin with night dreams and then spread to day dreams, to conscious dreams, to conscious visions, and to meditations. The new dreams can extend to a new kind of intuition, a new kind of gestalt, and to any number of new ways of dreaming.

The Lemurian Dreamer Technique of "it's a dream, it's a dream, it's a dream" is going to work for some of you as it has never quite worked before. Aaaah! ... {laughter} ...

"You mean I can change the reality by touching my finger here and there and saying a few words and then dream what I want and I will get it? It will happen? I don't have to go out there and manipulate? I don't have to go out there and cajole? I don't have to go out there and try to make people feel guilty? I don't have to go out there and whine and cry and beg and ..." {laughter} ... Well, that sounds like anarchy! ... {laughter} ... We can't have people doing that!

Fear can arise . . . What are you dreaming about me? What are you dreaming about me? ... {laughter} ... Don't you dream me different! ... {laughter} ... What if everybody went about dreaming everybody else different? There'd be anarchy!

But it does not stand alone, does it? Intention. Attention. Resonance. They all work together. And your Soul is more involved than ever. Your Soul is not going to let you dream someone robbing a bank so they will get put in jail. ...{laughter} ...

"Well, what if I'm not in touch with my Soul?" Then you are not going to allow Resonant Causation to work as elegantly or as effectively as those who are in touch with their Soul. It is something of a positive catch-22, isn't it? There are some unscrupulous people out there who might want to dream bad dreams for other people, but they do not know anything about their Soul. They can touch and squeeze all they want, and it still will not work for them with any elegance or with any ease. The requisite is: That level of spirituality where you will allow it to work with excellence is the same level of spirituality where you have the spiritual character to hold and use the proper intent, attention, and resonance. You will have the appropriate spiritual character.

Further, it's not so much about dreaming other people different as it is about dreaming yourself different, about dreaming the future and the resonance of that future. It's about shifting your thoughts, shifting your feelings, shifting the attention and intention to create a different resonance that will open you up to a whole new range of futures. As we have said before: Whatever your resonance, there is a unique wedge of possible futures that can survive within that resonance. There are certain dark and light futures, and the higher that resonance is, the less dark the darkness and the brighter the brightness. The lower that resonance is, the darker the darkness and the dimmer the brightness.

If your resonance is low, perhaps the most positive future you can create is Nothing Going Wrong. ... {laughter} ... But not everybody is there. If someone's resonance is higher, then Nothing Going Wrong may be their mid-range, and all kinds of success lies in their top range.

Even illness is a resonance. Therefore, within a certain frequency there are certain diseases that do not exist -- cannot exist. No matter how contagious they might be in another resonance, they do not exist here. We are not saying to step out in front of a bus, because it is not in the radiance of your resonance that you will be hit by a bus. You see, you can tell yourself that you can step out in front of a bus because it's not possible that I'll get run over by a bus, but as soon as you start contemplating it, paying attention to it, your resonance starts to change. And by the time you reach the curb ... laughter} ... you have shifted resonance. Now you step out in front of the bus and you get smashed. And your dying words are, But, but, but ... it was not supposed to be there. Neither were you. ... {laughter} ...

How do you hold and lift resonance? By working with the Seven Cs: Centering, Clarity, Choice, Commitment, Complexity, Challenge, and Creativity.

Commitment is a resonance holder and lifter. The authenticity, the clarity, the courage, the perseverance, the conviction, the coherence, and the acceptance that are inherent in commitment hold resonance. They also lift it.

Complexity is looking for the individuality and the uniqueness of you. And simultaneously, it is blending that uniqueness -- that difference -- with the oneness and the beauty of that oneness. To be separate and autonomous and yet at the same moment be one is complexity.

Challenge, creativity ... With the opening of Sirius, Resonant Causation -- the ultimate causation -- becomes now more visible, more apparent, more powerful.

Spiritual Hunger

On a very personal, very private level, understand that when the Vortex opened, it filled you with the light, and that light is now inside you and everyone else. Therefore, what you're going to notice in your world is everybody is going to be reaching for their spirituality -- not for your spirituality, mind you, but for their spirituality. It is not that others will copy you or will begin doing your spirituality. Nor is it as if everybody is going to start reading spiritual books, meditating, and talking metaphysics. Each will find their own way, and that may involves ways quite different than your own.

... And with the light, with that energy now inside you, people are going to respond to that hunger, perhaps without even knowing why. They are going to respond to a thirst that they perhaps don't even understand.

There are so many ways to respond to this spiritual hunger -- to this spiritual thirst. For example:

1) People will seek human dignity for themselves, for those they love and for those they care about, and for all of humankind. Human dignity is integral to the spiritual quest.

2) They will seek to allow the Unconscious to become Conscious with a certain ease and a certain elegance. The Unconscious Mind has always released information into the Conscious Mind. Too often such release is accompanied by crises of loneliness or pain. The spiritual quest yearns for new ways to allow the emergence of the Unconscious into the Conscious.

3) Further, people will reach for a sense of longevity and immortality. People will give greater attention to things eternal.

4) Additionally, they will search for a deeper sense of goodness and truth.

5) They will yearn for the blossom of desire and expectation -- for the blossom of imagination.

These qualities, these answers can be found in the pursuit of beauty. Clandestinely, they can be found in the depths of violence. Ironic, but true. Those who commit hideously violent acts often talk of human dignity and unconscious truths finally revealed. They often speak of immortality and eternity. They are often convinced their violence has purpose and meaning: to vindicate goodness and truth. Though it seems insane to most, those who commit such violence often feel content: Their desires, though not the ones of their victims, have blossomed. Yes, the spiritual hunger can be answered, for some, in violence. Though the end results and the form are totally different, the function of beauty and the function of violence can be the same.

Beauty or violence. In your world, people will either reach for more beauty, or they will reach for more violence. The Goddess is returning, and the battering of women is increasing. Rape is increasing. How can this contradiction of violence and beauty be? As the true feminine energy emerges, some will embrace it, and some will attack it. Both are trying to answer a hunger and a thirst. This is not to say that violence is OK, nor that one should look the other way. No. But understand: You will have greater violence or greater beauty.

And there are others dichotomies:

Love or pain. We've talked of it before. The way to know someone, truly know someone, is to either love them or to inflict pain upon them. To truly be loved or truly be in pain is the way to know someone or to be known.

Enchantment or crisis. In the depth of crisis there can be incredible growth. At the April Intensive we talked with a woman. Four years ago, she faced her terminal cancer and her terrible home situation. She faced the fact that her whole life had fallen (was not just falling) apart. She faced all this four years ago because that was when her husband, in financial ruin, committed suicide. Massive crisis. Now, many years later, she speaks of it as the most unbelievable time of growth, the most enchanted experience. For in the depth of crisis, some - not everyone, but some -- will answer that hunger, answer that thirst.

Designed solitude or chaotic loneliness. Here again, we do not say it's a good way, but understand that that is why some of you are so unbelievably lonely - not just alone. You are desperately responding to a hunger and a thirst. Solitude, designed solitude, would work more beautifully and more positively.

You are going to see in your world those who understand and seek beauty more consciously and those who seek violence more consciously. Those who seek love, and those who seek pain. Those who seek enchantment, and those who seek crisis. Those who seek solitude, and those who sink into loneliness. The Vortex opened and filled you with all the light and all the information. It also has awakened a hunger, awakened that thirst, more deeply in each of you. And even for those who have no idea what we are talking about, that thirst and hunger is there. Expanding.

You're going to see it in your world. And depending on your intention and your attention and where you slide your resonance, you will see it in your reality. You will see it in your reality.

And so be aware of it and work within yourself, because everybody is going to respond. Your world is going to become much more spiritually aware. Whatever vocabulary, whatever vernacular is used, it's going to be there more and more, everywhere. And you are going to feel a little vindication. ... Um, hmm, hmm. OK, feel it a little bit, and get off it. ... {laughter} ... and just rejoice and keep stretching, responding to your hunger, to your thirst.

Chakras

Just as the Vortex of the Goddess opened, so each of your vortices -- your Chakras -- has been changed.

Your first chakra of security is now functioning at a different frequency than it used to, and issues of security and the manners and means of creating it -- physically, emotionally, mentally, etherically -- are going to change. Now maybe you have not become aware of it yet, but your Chakras are functioning at a different frequency.

It's almost as if the dial on the resonance of each chakra has been changed, as though the settings on this radionic device that is your body have been recalibrated. Therefore, you can expect to feel changes in each of these arenas -particularly the physical Chakras. You are going to find yourself feeling and thinking and expressing differently. Some of you may, others of you may not, like the sensation. New is not always comfortable. Certain of the re-calibrations may have countered, in a way, certain other more familiar calibrations. Imbalances may occur. Your Chakras are very loose, very fluid right now. Some of them have been locked in and locked down for years. Maybe longer. You know, the old combination lock has not been turned in years ... {laughter} ... rusted. Change is not always comfortable: This is my frequency, and that's it.

Well, the ball bearings have been greased, and what it is going to mean is that you need to be more aware: What is my intent here? What is my attention? What resonance do I want to set?

Now you can be more conscious in adjusting your own Chakras. If you are in a reality where your physical security is being threatened, you can change that frequency. If you're feeling stuck and blocked in primal creativity energies, you can change that frequency. If you are being too vulnerable at the moment, you can dial it down. You can open up to more love, and to a greater sense of intuition, of knowing, of psychic awareness and psychic energy. And you can adjust your connection with your Higher Self to have it be more. And all of this you can do more consciously now. Understand what the daily differences could mean.

Now it could sound crazy, certainly so. Woops, I'm going to dial up more security now because it is currently under attack or at risk. Your negative ego -- that yamma-yamma voice that always speaks to you (often with your own voice) will tell you that you are crazy, that you have gone off the deep end. It will tell you, Go out there and manipulate somebody! Go out and guilt-trip somebody! Go out and intimidate somebody! That's how you get more secure. But, as always, your negative ego lies to you. It will be lying once again.

You have always been able to adjust your Chakras. You have always been able to be conscious of doing so. Now that your Sirius Connection is active, you can do it more consciously than ever before. The adjustments can be more tangibly meaningful than ever before. Everything is different now.

Electromagnetic Energy

Electromagnetic energy, which we have been talking about for years, has intensified. Marked by greater tectonic activity of earthquakes, by volcanic eruptions, windstorms, electric storms, water storms, and intense heat, the electromagnetics of your world have expanded exponentially. Such energy and its range of manifestations will continue to increase. Oh yes, you are going to see greater storms, greater winds, greater lightning, and massive amounts of flowing water. There will be increasing earthquake and volcanic action. Yes, there will be all kinds of disruptions, including surges of emotional disturbances (violence). But they are not punishment as your chauvinistic eyes would tend to see and your chauvinistic ears would want to hear. No, not punishment. These increases are coming as a way to get that electromagnetic energy into you.

This energy called electromagnetic is essential to the evolution of your brain. It is essential to the evolution of the human species. It is essential to setting up the resonance that can allow the metamorphosis of a new kind of human being. In short, you need this electromagnetic energy or the human race will not survive. It will not survive.

The electromagnetic increases are intended as a help, not a hindrance. If you will absorb the energy, if you will open up to it rather than fearing it and cursing it, so much beauty can unfold. It will stimulate your creativity (part of your personal radiance of resonance), your imagination (part of your attention), and your intuition (part of your intention). Absorb this energy and it will change you, evolve you. It can trigger the beginning of a metamorphosis.

If you do not absorb it, then the earth does. Thus the physical and emotional phenomena your world is increasingly witnessing. If you do not absorb it, the energy rolls off you and builds up in and about the earth. In time it will release: earthquake, volcano, or attacking environment.

For those of you who are ready for a 12.0 earthquake in California, this will not happen. For those who are waiting for an 8.0, it does not have to happen. You can mitigate it if you will be aware and work at absorbing that energy through your creativity, through your intuition, and through your imagination -- letting yourself be more conscious of your intention, attention, and resonance with its radiance. Be more conscious of your own spiritual hunger and of your chakra centers. Use this electromagnetic energy to feed yourself. You will mitigate the physical effects, and not just in your arena. Before you needed to funnel this kind of energy more directly into your temporal lobes. Now, with your Sirius Connection, you can absorb it directly. When you hear of a massive storm in Indonesia, or a major earthquake in Malaysia that many might want to see as the beginning of the end, you can mitigate the effect. You can create a quantum leap in your own creative and imaginative nature. And you can confound the experts who are so sure doom and gloom are right around the corner.

This is not to say that earthquakes won't happen, but they can be mitigated. It is not going against nature. It is changing the vibration, using that same energy in a different way. Energy is energy to be used. Use it in a different way. Absorb it into your own creativity, your own imagination, your own intuition. Expand your intention, your attention, and your resonance with that energy.

It does not mean you have to grab paper and pencil and suddenly create something. You can use it to change your resonance, your attention, your intention. You can start using these things and confound those experts who are sure this will lead to horrible destruction. Rivers can crest lower than they're expected to. Gee, I wonder how that happens? Nobody has to stand up and say, I did it. I did it. But you can do it.

Then when you hear about these acts that are electromagnetic -- violence in cities, emotional violence -- you can draw that energy. There is enough of it to go around. You don't have to go looking for it. Draw that energy, and use it to shift your resonance, attention, intention, creativity, imagination, and intuition, and thus mitigate the impact.

Futures are creating your present ...

Which brings us to the final issue. Futures are now creating your present more completely than ever before. This truth can work against you. The dark potentials: You are wide open now to self-sabotage. The wellspring of traditional failure is lodged in your past. So as you look and watch for potential failure by scouring the past, it can come at you, unannounced from the future. It will appear to be failure out of the blue. Boom.

Well, no. Such failure is not really out of the blue. If you had been looking toward the future, you might well have seen it coming well in advance. The past has ended. By continuing to look there for answers or for anticipated traditional failures, you can get blind-sided with non-traditional failure called sabotage. Whereas the wellspring of traditional failure is in the past, the wellspring of sabotage, especially self-sabotage, is the future.

... and I didn't see it coming. ...{laughter}...

Well, that's because it is coming from the other direction.

Yeah, but I don't know how to deal with looking into the future. What I do know is how to deal with the past. So I'm going to keep looking in the direction of the past!

It's like looking for the keys under the lamp, even though they were lost over there in the dark, because you can see better over by the lamp, right? ... {laughter} ... That old joke.

Self-sabotage looks like it comes out of the blue. It looks like it has no cause. It looks like it happened suddenly, without warning, because so much of self-sabotage is a product of a future -- not exclusively, but more so -- than it is of the past. Sure, secrets and shames can produce self-sabotage. But it's because you throw it into the future.

You see, you are not sabotaging yourself in a loving relationship now because of what someone else did to you in the past. You are sabotaging yourself in a loving relationship now because of what you are doing now and because of what you are intending to do in the future. The cause is in the future and in the present, not in the past.

Now what someone did may keep you from getting into the relationship in the first place. Thus, failure, you see? I never got to first base. But sabotage happens when you are past first and rounding second. It is then that you break your leg. But see, that is not a product of a past. That is a product of what you do with the past. Too often what you do with it, while throwing it into the future, is called sabotage.

And as the past is ended, the more traditional failures are fewer and farther between. You can still do it. We trust you. ... {laughter} ... You don't have to show us. But more sabotage is on the horizon, and that is one of the down sides to the fact that the future is more influential now. Self-sabotage becomes a greater threat.

You are going to see people out there in the world sabotaging themselves more frequently than you see them out-and-out fail in the traditional sense. They got the job, and then they embezzled and got caught. Then they ran into the boss's car. They did not fail at getting the job. Only afterwards, they sabotaged themselves, you see? They got into a relationship and then they indulged their infidelity or their unfaithfulness. If they had not been in a relationship, it wouldn't have been called infidelity. But they waited until they had the relationship, and then they were indiscreet. What kind of self-sabotage is this? That's what's coming out of the future.

Similarly, turbulent futures that are already in the pipeline can become more intense and seem to be coming "out of nowhere." It just showed up, or so it seems. People will feel more and more as if they are out of control, and therefore feel the greater need to control, to dominate.

They will convince themselves, and try to convince others, that the world, for some strange, quirky reason has become more frightening than ever before. Perhaps on a dreary night of depression they laid out a bunch of futures that they never really expected to manifest, and but lo and behold, here they come down the chute. Because of the potential threat of self-sabotage and the pipeline of futures, people will feel more out of control and therefore feel more of the need to dominate and control.

However, on the light side, what it means is that the future is wide open. You can create whatever you want to create. It is as though the slate can be clean. And you can purposely create all kinds of wonderful futures, and lay them out there weeks and months in advance.

Maybe not at first, but in time, your Subconscious/Unconscious will figure out what you are doing. They will soon find that it is fun to do this little Easter egg hunt of creating futures and then going to look for them -- going to manifest them. It will be particularly fun since they know where you hid those futures. ... {laughter} ... It's wide open.

What it also means is that all the Doom and Gloom does not have to be. It does not matter whether Nostradamus was right or not. History has ended. The past does not have that impact anymore. You do not have to have any of that reality. You get to write the rules. You get to decide whether it is going to be a dream, a nightmare, or a mediocrity. Does it take you too long to figure out which answer to choose? Let's see ... I think I'll take a dream.

You see, it is as if the books that were written so long ago no longer apply. They do not apply. The way it worked does not apply anymore. Therefore, you can create it the way you want it. The slate can be clean.

Likewise, you can lay out the most beautiful and most elegant futures. In the pipeline, you can create Optimal Futures. Now Optimal Futures are not outlandish things like "King of the World." You are not suddenly going to be a zillion-billionaire. ... {laughter} ... That's not an Optimal Future. That's ego fantasy.

But there are ways to create Optimal Futures that you can lay in the pipeline sporadically or purposefully, because the future is now creating the present. You truly can walk away from the past, taking the gifts, the treasures, and the power with you, because those belong to you. And then ... let it go.

And beyond that, just as the dark can mean greater domination, the light can allow you to step into dominion where you can consciously create with an ability to act, co-creating together, side by side, eyeball-to-eyeball with your Unseen Friends. You do not have to keep fixing, fixing, fixing the past, patching it, plugging holes in it, plugging leaks, hoping no one notices. You can turn your full attention to the future, where there is so much to write, so much to create, so much to change.

Remember, you already believe you can change the future. If you have a past that will not let go, throw it into the future and then change it. What you could not do in the past, you can do in the future.

And the world can be a friendlier place, where you can give and you can love, and where the Elements walk with you. The world can be a place where you and the Goddess and God can walk together, not in the physical sense, but in the true metaphysical/spiritual sense. You can open up to that kind of dominion because the future is creating it.

People, you have lived in a world created by others for most of your lifetimes. But now you have a chance to start new. Boy, if I could just do it all over again knowing what I know now. Your wish just came true. With the opening of the Vortex of Sirius -- with the opening of the Vortex of the Goddess -- and with your connection to Sirius, your wish just came true. You can do it all over again knowing what you know now. These things, these things that we talk about today, can be where to begin. Let it begin. Play with these ideas, let them tumble around inside of you. Sometimes, when you least expect it, something wonderful -- more than wonderful -- happens.

With Love and Peace ...

Lazaris

 

 

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The Seven Faces of Soul, Part 1

Monday, May 9, 2016
Blog: The Seven Faces of Soul, Part 1

By Lazaris

This article is an excerpt from a Weekend seminar Lazaris gave on the Soul's Path. Far from being some remote, untouchable concept, the Soul journeys with us through our lives, appearing with us and to us as seven distinct energies -- the Seven Faces of the Soul. The first part of a two-part series which gives a brief overview of all of them, this article covers the first three of the Faces, the ones we experience in our childhood.

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The Faces of the Soul ... We have talked of them before, and many of you know them already, or know the words, know the names, know the intellectual descriptions of what goes on. Some of you may even have glimpses and clues, and may have gained communication from your Soul from each of these various faces, certainly so.

The Soul is such a nebulous thing. For most people it is a non-thing. It is a persona non grata, if you will, that doesn't really seem to have much play in your life. Oh, yes, it has influence, and it will demand reckoning from everyone, whether they will admit they have a Soul or not. But for most, the Soul isn't anything more than some sort of nebulous something that is of God, something that cannot be understood.

The Soul is a being -- living and vibrant -- and it is so much more. It has several specific Faces -- seven of them to be very precise. And your Soul is with you from the moment of death to the moment of birth, and all the time in between. And each of these faces comes to you and gives its many gifts to you. Not by vocal expression, but by communicating in their way: through the cracks and crevices of your life, in the silences, in the stillness, in the cherished moments, and in the enchanted times of your life, your Soul communicates all the information you need to know.

Sadly, because the Soul is denied in your world and is given so few avenues of communication -- because its particular tools have been turned into shams of silliness or of embarrassment -- the communication to so many is very difficult. Because of the inbred chauvinism, because of the impact of an arid spirituality that exists for many only within the rigidity of religion, these messages are missed. They are lost. And people flounder. They flounder in delusion, they flounder in a negative ego that turns against them. They flounder imprisoned in their own shame, in their own pain, in their own sorrow continuing to punish themselves, never finding their power and never using it -- never finding their talent, never using it.

It does not have to be this way. It was never meant to be this painful. If you can hear the messages of your Soul, so many answers can come. So many new directions can be found and so much pain can be relieved and healed. It is not a panacea, yet there is so much magic if you can listen to your Soul ... if you can know its Faces.

The Name

The first face of the Soul is called The Name. Its element is that of earth. It is the grounding. It is what brings the etherium of you into this body, this infant's body. Certainly so, the Spirit, the fire, the light, the breath of you enters that fetus at various points. It may be at the point of conception, at the point of birth, or even a slight bit after birth, that is so. No one is ever going to be able to pinpoint it exactly because, there is not a rigid rule about it. It is not a system. Souls enter the body at conception, at 3 weeks, at 9 weeks, at this week, at that week. There will be those who obviously theorize about it. There will be those who want judges to decide for them. But it can never be decided. Each Soul enters at its own chosen time, and that can range from the point of conception to three days after the birth.

There is a time then that the naming takes place. And when you make entry into the physical realm -- cut umbilically out of the womb, out of the placenta, out of safety into the world -- it is your Soul who catches you.

It is your Soul who names you, regardless of how your name came about -- regardless whether melodrama was attached to it or whether it was a simple decision. It doesn't matter where the name may have logically or tangibly come from, it is your Soul who chose the name. It gave you your name. Even if you don't use it as the name you go by, even if you have changed it, it is still the name that your Soul gave you which grounded you into the earth, which made you physical, which kept you here.

So very early in life, at the infancy, long before you could ever know that name, long before that name could mean anything to you, it was given to you by your Soul. It may have come through your mother, through your father, through a grandparent, a mother-in-law, a grandfather-in-law of whatever side, through the history of the family, or out of the Dell book of baby names. However, it was, in fact, given by your Soul.

And in that name are the first clues, the first hints, the first riddles, the first mysteries that reveal your destiny. Now the clue to the destiny may be obvious by the naming. It also may be very, very truncated, and may be very hidden. Do not to assume that if your were named after some Greek god or goddess that that is your destiny -- or that if you have the same name as some religious saint, that that is your destiny.

But rather, hidden in that name, hidden within the meaning -- not just the phonetics of the name, but in the meaning of the name -- is a first clue to your destiny.

This face of the Soul stays with you during the first many months of your infancy. It watches over you, and in a sense it supervises the development of your brain, nervous system, endocrine system, digestive system, and immune systems that must take place. All these systems that develop in those first many months are overseen, in a sense supervised, by this Soul. Tangibly, physically, certainly so, they are taken care of by those of the parenting influences. And you bond, certainly so, with that physical form. But what you're really seeking, even in that bonding, is your Soul. It gives you your name. It gives you your first clue of your destiny, your identity.

Power

The second face of the Soul is that of power. It is the time when you are emotionally born. After the physical birth, you are still connected. Then you are emotionally born, discovering that you have separate emotions than your mother, or the mothering force -- that you have separate emotions, that you have your own emotions, that you have your own desires even at this infant stage. They're very rudimentary, they're very primitive desires, but they are yours.

Certainly so, an infant, when placed to a mother's breast, will automatically begin to nurse. But it's not aware that's its desire. However, in that sense, at the time of power, which can begin as early as 15 months to 18 months -- when the naming is complete and the grounding is done, when the seed of destiny has been laid, when the identity has begun to form -- when the Name retreats, giving way to that of Power. And an emotional birth occurs where you have your own feelings. You have your own desire. At that point the desire to nurse is YOUR desire, conscious. However primitive, it is your desire.

You start exploring and discovering that there is a world outside yourself. You start looking for your power. You start looking for your power. You already begin to explore it, to see: Am I powerful in this way? Am I powerful in that way? Am I more powerful in this way?

And little children of this sort become incredibly explorative as you know, become reaching and touching everything, wanting to know everything they can know in their limited way. It is the Soul. It is within the Soul that you seek the power. And it is in this time that the power is born.

Identity, now grounded, now begins to develop. It begins to develop and flow like water. And infants of this age, children in this time, are like water. Here one moment, gone the next. Over there, under here. "How'd they get in there? How'd they do that? How did they? It's like they flew. It's like they teleported. It's like ..."

The face of your Soul is the face of Power. Its element, water. You begin to develop the powers that will be yours in later life. It is at this very early stage that the idiosyncratic behavior that in 20 or 30 years will be your blessing, your power, begins. Bizarre things, strange things, very "out-of-character" things do occur. You say things, and your mother and father wonder where you got that phrase, where you got those words. You understand things. You communicate. At this point, your Soul is very talkative inside of you as you begin to develop the talent that will be your own.

You also explore powers that your mother and father expect you to develop -- powers that the system is holding for you, expecting you to develop -- that grandparents have in mind for you, that godparents (if they are significant in your life) somehow have in mind for you -- their dreams, their visions blur and interfere, and you explore those powers as well. Whether they belong to you or not, you explore them.

And you begin to develop identity, you begin to develop personality. This stage is when your personality drive begins. That personality drive does not begin as a stamp, but begins as a survival mechanism, an expression of your power. You figure it out, how to survive. What powers do I need to use?

Survival: For some it is to figure out who's in charge and to figure out how to nurture and how to take care of them -- how to love them so as to get them to love you.

Others survive by figuring out what's going to please the most people the most of the time and how to maneuver and connive and manipulate and to actually, literally achieve in order to please, in order to get them to approve (and therefore love) you.

And yet for some, survival is figuring out early on that these two grown-ups are not able to raise you, and therefore, you must raise yourself. You realize: I must parent myself. I must be my own source of love. Living in fantasy, you decide you are special. If you could just figure out your deep and hidden flaw, and then fix it, your specialness would show.

In order to survive, some decide: "If I can just get away from the world, if I can just find one of my ivory towers, one of my secret places, then there I can have my own world, private world." You decide to understand how the world works. Then you can function. Then you can survive.

Others recognize that those authorities, those people who are supposed to take care of you can't or won't, and therefore, you'd better make yourself safe. You'd better chart your own terrain. You'd better be prepared for any contingency and know how to handle it. And you'd better be searching for that one that you can totally rely upon, and totally depend upon.

Others learn at that early age that it's better to have many irons in many fires so that if one of those irons breaks or if those fires go out, you won't be hurt or left out in the cold. It's better to have a lot of things happening, lots of projects, lots of plans. You'd better have lots of influences in your life, because you can't count on those one or two or three. You've got to avoid pain at all cost. You've got to avoid pain at all cost in order to survive.

Others realize that you are indeed immensely powerful, and that if you assert your will others will crack and will step back, creating a wide berth for you to pass. You learn that the best defense is an offense, the best way to get your way is to bully, and to be powerful in the way of taking charge.

Others of you learn that your role is to make peace and to make everybody happy, to bring harmony, to make a perfect world. And if you cannot, you are worthless, and therefore should retreat -- not to a private world, but to sit on the edge of everybody else's world.

And some of you come to know at this very early time that if you can just learn the rules, if you can just figure out the system and learn those rules well and do them right, that you can be happy, that you can survive, and maybe even change the world.

Early on, your survival mechanisms are messages from your Soul, clues to your power, identity, personality. The powers that you use come at this time, beginning at 15 months, others at 18, some of you a little later than that, and developing through that childhood time -- through the second year, the third year, the fourth, and into the fifth year, and the sixth and seventh for many of you as well. Usually, from that time up until the time of the beginning of your teen years -- or for some it comes sooner -you learn how to manipulate, you learn how to get your way, you learn how to "work" people, yes you do. You learn what works -you learn what works with mom, what works with dad, what works with your friends' parents, what works with your teachers, what works with your friends themselves.

Power. You're exploring. You're flexing. You're testing.

Eternal Youth

Somewhere in your late childhood -- often associated with puberty -- comes a time of the Soul called the Eternal Youth. Its element is that of fire.

First it is earth, you see. And then the water. And now the fire. The passion is born. And those of you who remember that time of your life, or those of you who have children who have entered that time of life, they were and they are hell on wheels. Yes, you were, too. Depending, of course, on what has happened up to this point, that fire takes different forms. But the fire is ignited. The melodrama begins. And in this time of always's and never's you start testing what you've learned in your world. You start testing those powers, seeing what works. And in that testing, a passion is born, a fire is ignited, and you are consumed.

Your hormones begin to flow, faster and more fully, and they rage, hot fire burning in your veins, flowing into every cell of your body. Every part of your body begins to be fired up. This is when children will spurt up in their growth, growing many, many inches -- five, six, seven, eight inches in a matter of no time at all. This is a time when certainly the hormones flow, and the body extends itself, bringing in sexual energies, sexual desires, and primal creative desires (not just sexual, but primal creative desire as well). The chakras, 1st chakra, 2nd chakra, 3rd particularly, are on fire, burning up, consuming you. This is where adolescents become consumed with thought, obsessed with thoughts. The littlest detail becomes the most important thing. They are driven. They are on fire. They are burning up inside. This is where many -- often the boys more than the girls -- will feel that kinetic energy where their bodies simply can't sit still. They're got to move. They've got to move. They're jiggling, they're moving.

"God, can't you sit still. You act like your pants are on fire." They are, in that sensing.

"I can't sit still. I'm just hopping. Ooh, everything ... Everything's this way, and everything is alive and burning, and everything matters, and everything is life or death."

And in this time of eternal youth, in this time of fire, you reach that point of invincibility. There comes a moment of truth, often a moment of ecstasy, when you know: I am invincible. It might be for some, so riddled with shame and pain, only one afternoon, or just an hour early one morning before the whole family began their dysfunction once again. But there was that time when you felt so alive, you felt so on-top-of-the-world, you felt so powerful. It is often a time when you felt the reverie. It is often a time when you are proud of who you are -- despite everything that has happened, despite the nightmares you have lived through, despite the pain that you have been known. All of a sudden you are YOU.

Now again, for some of you it might have been just a moment when you felt: "All of a sudden I am me." But you nonetheless felt it. You nonetheless felt that invincibility, that sense of total control, total awareness. For some of you it was a tremendously mystical experience, where you all of a sudden understood how the world worked. You understood God -- because you didn't have any reference to a Goddess then. Regardless of any religious background, regardless of what that religious background may or may not have taught you, you had a sense of the presence, and you understood. And you had that sense of invincibility that nothing could stop you, nothing could get in your way.

For some of you, it was a mystical and mysterious experience. For many, it was a time of tremendous arrogance. For each of you, it was a glorious time of fire -- of unlimited, unbridled energy - of aliveness called Eternal Youth. It was a time of your Soul.

Continued ... In Part II: The Soul's Path continues with The Wounding,The Shadow, The Double, and The Remain.

 

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